I dont understand why perverts exists in this world. And i have to meet one today. Arghs. Was on the bus and the bus was super empty lar. Then this guy who doesnt really look like a Singaporean kept shifting places. When i board the bus he was sitting at one of those green seats that were meant for those needy people. I sat at the last row which was totally empty. And then i dont know for what reason he shift to the seat in front of me and he cant really keep his hands to himself. Asshole. I stared at him till he shifted to another seat and then after that he shifted to the upper deck. Tsk.

I totally am not in the mood to study for BESE lar! And i've decided to come home after gng for lunch tmr. It's gng to be lots of travelling tmr. ): But it's better than me staying in school to study. I dont think i'll be able to concentrate. Arghs, now i cant even find the motivation to pick up my notes. LOLS. My mind keep telling me to go to sleep. Ahhaha!

I was looking through all the messages in my phone on my way to school today. It brought back lots of memories. Right till now, i still dont really know what's happened. Everything has came and went so unexpectedly. I dont know what to do. All i can do now is only think back on the memories and smile and wonder if they'll ever be back.

Sometimes i wonder if we should be nice to those who dont deserve it. What do you all think? Should we really give people what they deserve? If we really give them what they deserve and there comes this day when we do what they did to us, will there be karma? Will we be treated the same way as we'd treated them? On the other hand, if we give them what they dont deserve today, will others be nice to us as well and be lenient on us? People, tell me what to do? SIGHS.

I just came back from my studying session. And i'm here to tell you how productive it is. hahas! I read like around 5 sets of lecture notes and half a set of workshop notes. Not bad right? BUT seriously half of the time i dont really know what i'm reading. hahas! No matter what i still managed to get my butt stuck to the chair from like 3 plus to 11? hahas!

Anyways, while i was studying, or rather trying to read those notes, it suddenly dawn on me that i dont really have much time left. Thursday is coming really soon. It's like the day after tmr? And i started to feel the pressure. And i realised the amount of knowledge i have to get into my head. Arghs.

Oh and this is my third post of the day! hahas! I'm feeling really tired now and my mind is kind of shutting down. But i still have to rewatch Billy Elliot again cause i've to lend my friend the disc tmr. SIGHS. ): Someone SAVE me!!!

I'm back!

Okay, i guess there may be ABIT of studying done today, cause i'm gng over to wy's to study with her! hahas! That's if it doesn't end up becoming a talking session. lols! Right now, i'm watching show and it's loading extremely slowly. Even slower than the crawling speed of a snail. Ha.

Watched Everybody loves Raymond just now. Sh recommended this show to me. i think it's a typical sh show. HAHAS. It's dumb but quite funny. The part on the guy giving the girl an iguana on Valentine's because the girl likes green is totally gross. YUCK!

Suddenly thought of sth tt Jovin asked me the other day. She randomly asked me what is true love. Hmms, seriously i dont know. Ah ha! Anyone knows? Have been constantly pondering on the doubts that i have. Sometimes i seriously wonder. Hmms.

My love for you seems to be deep and meaningless.

I wanted to blog ytd night but i totally crashed after i sat on the sofa. hahas! My legs protested and detached itself from my mind. lols. And so, i slept until this morning 9am! Now i'm feeling so energetic! And and and there's no lesson today!

Ayes i dont know what to talk about. ): Bartender for SSM ytd. Evaluated with Joanna and our conclusion was that cashier was nice than bartender. HAHAHAS. Dont feel like talking anymore about SSM. The thought of it makes me tired. Lol.

I've planned to start studying for my tests this week today. BUT i doubt i'll start. hahas! We shall see. Right now, i feel like going for some shopping. Hmmms. Arghs, i dont know what to blog about, i shall see if i can think of a topic later. Bye!

Arghs, it's 11:53pm now and i totally dont feel like sleeping. BUT i've SSM tmr and so have to wake up at 4:30am. I'm gng to look so dead tmr. Bartender somemore. HAIS. I think i slept too much today alr, now cant sleep. hahas! Ok, i shall sleep at 12:00am so that'll be 4 and a half hours of sleep for me! Goodnight everyone! (:

Hello everyone!

I dont know why but i keep having the urge to set up a blog. hahas! I dont know how long this blog will last though.

Was thinking of what to blog about on my first post and then suddenly got an idea after getting some news from se. She told me about the death of a schoolmate. I've been hearing alot of deaths of the people that i know. By know i mean i know who they are but dont really know them in person. It kind of dawn on me that life is really unpredictable har? Do all of you believe that we do really alr have a time fixed for our life? Idk but i think i'm starting to believe that. Kind of sad cause some are really nice people.

And another thing that got me thinking is how certain illnesses can actually take away people's lives so easily. It came without any warning and the next thing you know it's alr in the final stage or sth. Now i'm really worried as i've a relative that's got this illness and things arent really good. Sigh.

I've had a weird dream ytd. Dreamt tt i forgot to bring everything tt i need to my SSM lesson. HA! The dream was very real! I was so scared and then suddenly i woke up and realise i was in my room. PHEW! So now i'm checking if i forgot anything for tmr's SSM.

I dont know how to forget about things when every single thing around me is reminding me of the things i want to forget. And my heart dont really want to forget some of the things as well. Idk, the pain just keep coming back and i really dont know how to heal from all these. Can time really heal? I'm starting to doubt this line.

I miss you quite terribly. ):