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dimanche 27 juillet 2008

First Post!

Hello everyone!

I dont know why but i keep having the urge to set up a blog. hahas! I dont know how long this blog will last though.

Was thinking of what to blog about on my first post and then suddenly got an idea after getting some news from se. She told me about the death of a schoolmate. I've been hearing alot of deaths of the people that i know. By know i mean i know who they are but dont really know them in person. It kind of dawn on me that life is really unpredictable har? Do all of you believe that we do really alr have a time fixed for our life? Idk but i think i'm starting to believe that. Kind of sad cause some are really nice people.

And another thing that got me thinking is how certain illnesses can actually take away people's lives so easily. It came without any warning and the next thing you know it's alr in the final stage or sth. Now i'm really worried as i've a relative that's got this illness and things arent really good. Sigh.

I've had a weird dream ytd. Dreamt tt i forgot to bring everything tt i need to my SSM lesson. HA! The dream was very real! I was so scared and then suddenly i woke up and realise i was in my room. PHEW! So now i'm checking if i forgot anything for tmr's SSM.

I dont know how to forget about things when every single thing around me is reminding me of the things i want to forget. And my heart dont really want to forget some of the things as well. Idk, the pain just keep coming back and i really dont know how to heal from all these. Can time really heal? I'm starting to doubt this line.

I miss you quite terribly. ):

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wishlist.

▪ More money
~~▪ To learn and~~ master French
(Kind of sucking at it.)
▪ Mercs CLS 280/ F800
(Wait till i become a CEO, HAHAHHAAS)
▪ Christian Louboutin heels!
(Erm, maybe a little lower than CEO can buy alr)
▪ Chanel chanel chanel.
▪ Get a car.
(At this point of time, I dont ask much. A decent one will do.)
~~▪ To get into a local uni~~
▪ To put aside 600 bucks every month.
(Been doing good!)
~~▪ Diamonds diamonds diamonds.~~
▪ Lose some damn weight.
~~▪ Start work quickly.~~
▪ To be happier.

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