还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去
就勇敢的放弃

还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信
走下去

Suddenly rmbed the tv show i watched on people born on the same day, same month, same year. They were saying that these people have some kind of telepathy with each other. I havent met one who is born on the same day in the same year as me. I hope that i will meet one day. And i want to know how the feeling is like. So cool. Hahahaas.

Who is that someone who influence you so much in your life? Hmms.

Suddenly i thought of all the funny things once said,

#01. Lazy to cross the overhead bridge to get to the other side of the road, and i suggested why not take a cab?
#02. Going over to someone's hse to wait till morning. Just imagine that literally.
#03. The messages that chel sent me when i was waiting for her. What pikachu using confusion, and all that mian bi si guo thing.

HAHAHHAHAS. Everytime i think of these, it really makes me want to laugh out. They always bring a smile on my face. This is for you chel, thanks for all those things that you said. Whenever i'm down, i'll always think of these and manage to laugh.

As for se, you talking about him really make me laugh like mad. That's really entertainment alr. And also those times when we get really crazy and talk nonsense. Ahhahahahas.

Okay, this is a really rdm post. Just want to thank you 2 for the wonderful memories. :D Cheers!

Anyways, i believe that i should make good use of all the opportunities that i have in life from now on. (:

Good news #01- Exams are over and holidays are here!
Good news #02- I did not die under the hands of TTO. The paper was alright, i could handle it! :D

Bad news #01- I think holidays are going to end soon. ): HAHAHHAAHHAS.

Yays, i can finally read the nice books i borrowed from the library at ease alr! These books really bring me back to the secondary school days man. Although i think now i shouldnt really be reading these kind of books alr, but well, why not? Lols. Great books are meant to be read! I'm still a young people! Hahahas.

I'm gng to work work work work. But also not to forget play play play as well! (: I suddenly feel broke, lots of people's bdae coming up. ): Can money drop from the sky? Ahhahaas.

TTO is killing me.
After looking through the past year papers,
I'm so demoralised.
So difficult. ):
I hope whatever comes out in the paper later
is what i can handle.
Please dont let me die from this last paper. ):

I'm so captivated by a book i borrowed today.
Tuesdays with morrie!
I've just started on it,
and it's very nice!
It depicts a whole new way of looking at death,
as well as life lessons.
I was like so glued to it that i have to pull myself away from it,
so that i can start on my TTO.
hahahas.
How i wish the TTO textbook was as interesting as that.
Then i'd be glued to it,
and dont have to look for motivation to study it.
Ahhahahas.
Anyways, 2 more days and it'd be holidays!

I want to chiong work during the holidays.
I want $, $, $! Hahahahas.

Who's gng to catch me if i fall?

Taking an exam from 7pm to 9pm isnt really a good idea.
The traffic jam on the way to sch.
The weird feeling.
The concentration level.
Everything just seemed so wrong.
Anyways, i think i made quite alot of mistakes in my acc test.
The more i think the more mistakes pop out.
Oh wells, i shall stop thinking.
J just told me i've very bad dark eye rings today.
I didnt realise it.
Hahahahas.

It was all not meant to be.

I realised that every year i will splurge on at least one thing that is quite expensive.
Last year - spent 200 bucks on 2 pairs of shoes.
This year - 100+ on watch, gng to spend 500+ on ipod touch.
Very random post.
Exams are starting tmr.
Current feeling - like any other day.

All my life, I'd always left things to fate.
And used luck as a backup.
How long can this go on?

Please hide in that small corner of my mind,
and dont come out.
At least till my exams are over.
Please...

Should i just smile and kill you with kindness,
to show you that you cant get to me?

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FUCK. Why is it that i keep wanting to go to the page? Why is it that i'm still not over it yet? I'm so angry with myself. I hate myself. Why is it that my mind is alr telling my heart that he's a bloody bastard and jerk, his fk-ing lies and actions are nt worth it, but my heart just wont listen and get over it? WHY?!!?! Why the fuck am i still crying over some asshole? TEARS! STOP! Why is it that i want to act like a stranger the next time i see him, i want to scold him in the face, but my heart keep losing to it? Why is my heart losing to my mind? Why the fuck must it be me? Why cant it be someone else? Why must you bloody barge in, and spoil what made me happy? Who the fk are you?!

Last week when i discovered some things, i told myself yea that's enough to convince me that i was being played alr. But then i started telling myself, i dont have the evidence yet. And god seems to know what i'm thinking, and lay all the evidence out before me. Are you trying to help me? Am i supposed to thank you? Yes now my mind is telling my heart, yes god wants you to get over this. He's helping you wake up and stop deceiving yourself. But seriously, why must it be me?! What did i do wrong to be treated like this?!

Everyone says i'm dumb. Yes i'm dumb, i know. No one can be more stupid than me. NO ONE. Saving up all the money wanting to get some jerk who just cheated on me something really good. Something i've nv even given to my best friend, or my parents. How stupid can i get?

Why is it that you can get away with things when you are in the wrong? Not once but twice. Will there really be karma? Why do i seem to be the one being punished? Why is it that you dont even feel guilty? Was your initial motive to play? Have i been alr cheated from the start? You see i can be saying all these now. But what i'm feeling now is if one day he comes back and just one word, just one apology and i can forgive him. Like WTH. Someone just kill me. Actually my heart says i dont hate you, i hate the girl. For coming in between.

This is my first r/s. I've always wanted love. I place love in front of every single thing in my life. And then this is what i got. First r/s, being played, being cheated, being lied to. What can be worse? Really someone, just tell me, wtf did i do wrong? Why am i the one suffering?

Sorry friends, i know this is getting really irritating. I've been saying that yes i've gotten over it. But yet everytime I've not. I dont know how long this will take. I really dont know. I'm seriously gng crazy alr. My mind isnt convincing my heart at all. They are totally 2 different bodies now. All those suppressed feelings are killing me.

It's alr 1:30am! LOLS. I did manage to study A LITTLE. (: Yes i did. hahahahas. Right now, i'm feeling too tired to continue studying. So everything shall continue tmr! Ahh, no actually is today. A few hours later. :D


Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.

Yesyes, i know i should be studying now. But where's the motivation? And this idiotic table lamp of mine keep blinking and blinking till i'm getting giddy. Waiting for it to stop blinking, which i dont know how long it'll take. ):

Oh gosh oh gosh. Money flew out of my pocket today. ): Didnt plan to go out today, but in the end, still decided to pei se to vivo. And then when we walked, we saw that m)phosis is having a sale! Ran through the racks and found some nice pieces! Couldnt resist the temptation to buy. Havent been shopping alot recently as well. Did shop but didnt buy lar. So i bought 2 pieces from m)phosis. I think the m)phosis sale started the feeling in me to splurge. ): After that went to zara, where se wanted to show me the cute shirt she bought. And yea, i liked it too, so got it in another design and colour. Then went on to get the make-up that i've been wanting to try. And also, finally finished off with getting a pair of new shoes. Cause 2nd pair was 43% off and se needed to get shoes. But anw, i think the shoes are quite a good buy, cause always very troublesome to look for shoes. So it's for storage now till my current one spoils. :D

Bottom line is, I've spent alot when i'd planned to save the money up and I've wasted my time that i'd planned to study on shopping. Hahas. I think the biggest weakness of women is that they love to shop. HAHAS. Still, I'm happy with my buy! :D

I love gng to the town area. All the cars there are like so nice. Have been seeing really nice mercs and lexus lar. Ahh, someone get me a mercs or lexus lehs. Hahas! Oh and i think that BM right u look from the front, looks like a tortoise lehs. HAHAS. But from the back very nice lar.

Oh man, i want to learn how to drive! I want to drive! But right, driving is a very expensive thing in singapore lehs, with all the ERP and everything. And driving can be a headache at times. You'd think of jams, where to park and everything! BUT i still think that driving is much better than having to walk, or having to squeeze in the mrt or bus, and having no seats in mrt or bus.

Another problem is that even if i get to get my driving license this year, i wont be able to afford a car lar. ): Extremely sad. How i wish i was rich. And even if i'm able to afford a car, it can never be a lexus or mercs or BM. What a sad thing, all the car models i like are from those damn upclass brands. Hais. Will i ever be able to afford any of those brands? Will it continue to be a dream? I think right, for this dream to come true, there's only a few choices. One is to marry off to a rich man and be a taitai, two is to wait for money to drop from the sky, three is to work hard and earn tt money myself. Okay, number 2 is totally not realistic. Number 1 will be on luck. Number 3 is a really long way. Maybe by the time i earn money i'm alr like 40 plus 50. SIGHSS.

Oh man oh man, i'm turning into a brandwhore. Like totally. Gosh... Who's gng to save me!! Hahahas.

Hahahahas, it's thursday alr and that means 3 more days to exams. Congratulate me on wasting my study week away. Wahahahas. Oh gosh...

Have been doing the peer appraisal for SSM since when i woke up. Totally forgot about this peer appraisal thing till i received Nicky's msg this morning. This is the first time i get a headache from doing peer appraisal. Drained all my energy. 1 hour after i start, i'm still not done. There's like 36 surveys to do. AND i think out of these 36, there's ard 3-4 i dont even know. I looked at the name and my mind went blank. And the worst is people with same name. I think for super long which is which and kind of afraid that i'd appraise wrongly. Hahas. Anyways, i slept for super long ytd. Just realised that this is not impt. HA.

Ohoh, went to work ytd and got a shock when i opened the shutters. I was thinking eh why's the table so empty. Then after thinking for a moment, i realised that the computer and the machines and everything was gone. Hahas, i thought there's a burglary or something. But in the end when i called my supervisor and asked, turns out the outlet have to close for a while and she didnt know i was working ytd so she informed the wrong person. Wasted trip and $40 lesser for this month's pay. ): In the end, i went to teach Jovin accounting. Ahhahas.

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
But don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

wahahahas, nice!

Was looking at the gucci website and chanced upon something that really amazed me.
I saw a gucci UMBRELLA! hahahahahahahahas!

Omg, seriously lar, what's the difference between a normal umbrella and a gucci umbrella?
Better design? I dont see the difference. But i think they serve the same purpose?

Hmms, maybe better quality. But how long do you want it to last? Lifetime ar? We dont use umbrella often as well. Only when the sun is too bright or when there's rain. I so dont see the point.

Spending almost 100 times more to buy a gucci umbrella is totally crazy. Up till now i still havent seen someone carrying a gucci umbrella. I shall keep a lookout!

Se was still telling me people will steal lor. So ridiculous, seeing someone stealing a gucci umbrella. HAHAHHAHAS. Omg, the scene that i'm imagining now is super hilarious. ahhahahahahas!


Anyway, on a side note, i think i'm materialistic. But i wont ever get a branded umbrella. HAHAHAHAS.

Mr flu bug is knocking on my door. He is so not welcomed. ): Go away go away.

I have nth inspiring to blog about. ): Shall go to sleep and dream of some inspirations. hahahas!

我们一生中会遇到很多人，但我们的另一半，早已命中注定。

Came home anticipating dinner. But mummy cleared off the dinner without waiting for me. ): Disappointment. So ended up having to cook instant noodles which wasnt instant at all. It took like at least a 10 mins. Waiting for the water to boil and all.

I realised that everytime i cut my hair, i cut a few years off the age i look too. hahas. I think i look like a kid now. ):

Anyway i've got sth to add on to the previous post. I think i'll control all my emotions. Dont think i'll scold or sth as it'll just ruin my reputation. So yea, maybe it's just a lesson learnt. Blame it on my stupidity.

And i'm gng to concentrate on my upcoming exams and get good grades, really good ones. I'm not gng to let this distract me or wad. I'm gng to move on. The world will still revolves, it wont wait for me. Not gng to waste anymore time. Thanks for letting me see the real you. I just hope that she wont be the next victim, or actually i hope that she'll be. Oops, sorry i'm feeling very revengeful. Cant help it. Too bad.

I feel thankful that i'm free again. I feel thankful that i realised it after not too long a time. I feel thankful that through this, i realised who are the true friends that're always there for me. I feel thankful that i had this experience and memories. I feel thankful cause i've been thought how to not be so dumb anymore. Maybe this is more of a blessing than a bad thing.

Okay, yes i'm gng to study real hard for the exams. REALLY.

I feel like a rubbish, being thrown away when unwanted.

I cant believe all these. I'm currently feeling extremely angry and revengeful. Seriously. VERY. I feel like throwing things, i feel like screaming, i feel like hitting sth real hard now. This feeling is like damn ARGHS. FUCK LAR. okay, i apologise for all the vulgarities used in this blog. But they're really only used when i really feel like using them. I swear i dont use them often.

I'm so angry now that i'm practically slamming on my keyboard. I cant believe that you actually dont feel guilty about a thing you did. What a shame. I really feel like scolding you when i see you. But i dont think that will happen. But seriously i think you get away with things too easily. This isnt the first time. And now it's happening on me, on something that means so much to me. WTF. To think that i still thought you were someone good although all my friends had seen the real you and warned me. I think i'm damn dumb.

Thanks se for letting me vent my anger on you. Thank god for letting me discover everything and letting me wake up from this whole shit that i've been in.

Am feeling utterly disappointed and also kind of angry.

You came by today and yes you did not forget to look in to see if i was there. The look you gave me gave me a feeling that i cant describe. It was as if i could still see the love. I'd hoped that you'd come and talk to me but you did not. I was happy to see you until i saw who was beside you.

Suddenly everything came clear to me. Crystal clear. Everyone was right. Whatever others told me were right. All these times, they've let me continued with decieving myself. Why was i so dumb? I'd have preferred it if you'd told me the truth from the start. If you'd not told me those excuses. By lying to me, you stole my right to the truth. And yes, you LIED. I'm feeling fk-ing angry now. You said you wouldnt have time for me aft u go into army, but why do you have time for her now? Fkfkfkfkfk.

Nothing was broken. The only thing you broke was the trust i have had in you. Anyway, thanks for the memories even though they werent really great. I dont need anymore consoling now

The above is my creation! Due to total boredom during my break from ard 10 plus till 2. LOLS. but nt for that entire 4 hrs i did this, that'd be really crazy. ahhahas. went to sugarloaf agn aft TTO. I went thr everyday for this whole week. SO i decided not to go tmr. I'm nt gng school tmr! After lunch at sugarloaf, went to sit down outside the lecture halls at engineering school waiting for time to pass and reach the time for my socio class. Xq and Jovin had socio project meeting at ard 130pm, so me and Nicky were really bored and i started folding a family of paper planes with the unwanted papers on the table and playing with this kitten purse which belong to Jovin. HAHAS, with my creativity, i came up with this masterpiece! hahas. I think the earphones look super funny! hahahahahahahahahas!

The semester is coming to an end! And then i'd have to start everything again, making new friends, fitting into a new class and all. And i dont like that. ):

I dont like the me i am now. I seem to be seeing alot of weaknesses in myself. I think i'm selfish, sometimes i find myself bossy. I find myself not creative at all. I think i'm quite self-centred. Sometimes i think i'm over confident. And too much self-confidence kills. I dont know why i see all these in myself. So horrible.

What if one day you come back looking for me but realise that i'm no longer around? Will you regret having left me?

Will i be able to cope with the commitments that i'm gng to have in the future? Will i regret? Will my life be stale, boring and routined?

Dont you think that life can never be planned? No matter how well u plan your future to be now, there'll always be surprises that pop out halfway stopping you from going with your plan? The line saying the future is not ours to see is perfectly true. No matter what plans we have now, it's only short-term and of no use. Cause i'm pretty certain that they'll all change. I think plans are just there to keep us going, isnt it? Or maybe it does help to path our future in a small way, but certainly everything will not go according to plan perfectly. Cause life's about surprises! Actually i cant imagine a life that goes perfectly according to plan, as it will be effing boring. Surprises are what make life exciting and make us full of anticipation.

Feeling so upset and demoralised these 2 days after getting back some results. Not really very contented with my own performance. I seriously think that my gpa this semester will drop even more. I dont want any Cs, but i guess my SSM will be a C. ): And my BESE, i dont know if i can maintain it at a B or B+. I hope I can get a B+. But, if i have a C, it'd be pointless no matter how well i do in the other modules cause one C is fatal enough to drag the whole gpa down.

I dont know what to do now. I feel the urge, the determination to really do well for my end-of-semester exams. However, i dont seem to have that motivation! ): This is so frustrating! Arghs! For the modules that doesnt have end-of-semester exams, it's too late now cause i cant do anything to make it better alr. I dont want my gpa to drop as it'd be even harder to climb back. I'm really disappointed with my projects grades. ayes.

Hello people, dont bother reading this post cause they're just some meaningless things. I just wrote them out cause i feel like it. hahas. Happy belated national day though. Anyway, i realised that there's quite a lot of patriotic people around. Ahha.

A month has passed.
I dont know how long more it'll take.
But everything's still in my mind.
I dont want to forget.
I love reminiscing, as it makes me relive the whole thing again.
Although it still hurts.
Everyone says time will heal.
But i think otherwise.
Sometimes i dont know if i'm deceiving myself.
Why is there some voice telling me that there's a possibility that you'd be back?
Yes, i know i've to move on.
Dont tell me that, tell my mind.
I've been telling but it wont listen.
Every single thing reminds me of the times we had.
I tried to occupy myself with things so that i wont think anymore.
But all these diversions are all temporary.
It'd all still come back whenever i'm alone.
I'm pretty amazed at how things can change so quickly.
How i wish i can get your full attention again.

Better in Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow i can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going
Coming
Thought i heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now i have realised
that i really didn't knooOooOw

If you didn't notice
You mean everything (quickly I'm learning)
To love again (all i know is)
I'm be oooOook

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's going to hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I'm gonna smile because i deserve too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Verse)

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling

If i'm dreamin
Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that's the past (i believe it)
And i know that, time will heal it

If you didn't notice
Well you mean everything (quickly i'm learning)
Oooh turn up again (All i know is)
I'm be ok

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I'm gonna smile because i deserve too oooooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Bridge)

Since there's no more you and me (No more you and me)
This time i let you go so i can be free
And Live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I will be fine without you
Yes i Will

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
I'm gonna smile cos i deserve too yes i do(It'll all get better in time)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
Going to smile cos i deserve too Ooooooh (It'll all get better....)

This whole week had been hectic. Couldnt even find the time to breathe. I did not regret skipping my lecture this morning. Cause if i'd went, i dont think i'll be sitting here typing all these now. Hahas. Whatever it is, hectic days are over, next comes exams. I hope i survive.

I dont know why but this thought have been in my mind recently. I keep thinking one day if i leave this world, how many people will grieve? I dont have much close friends in life, so yea just a thought. Lols.

I realised that when someone ask you for advice, they've actually made a decision alr. They just trying to find someone who agrees with what they've decided. To give them the cue that yes that's the right thing to do. Any other advice doesnt matter as they will all be rejected. So yea, we cant help others make a decision, no matter how much advice we give they'll still make the decision in the end. The important thing is that no one is responsible for the consequences of that decision but the decision maker himself/herself. The most others can tell you is not to regret.

Is it good to think of the ending of something even before it starts? Although i am someone who believes that if you want to do something, just go ahead and do it, I do see the good point of thinking of the consequences if it doesnt turn out well. Maybe it'll save us some hurt, maybe it'll save us some regret. But oh wells, we only have one life, so why think so much? My way of doing things is to go with my own intuition. It does turn out to be the wrong decision at times, but doing it this way saved me alot of brain cells. Hahas.

I dont know if i have been deceiving myself and i wont know until i find out the answers to all my doubts. I've been convincing myself to accept this reason, but sometimes i wonder if it's true. When i think of other reasons, it gets my blood pressure high and i get kind of pissed. Idk, maybe it's true what others say, you just want it to reflect good on you.

I'm gonna smile cause i totally deserve to.

The feeling of striking off things off your to-do list is great isnt it? I've striked 3 things off the to-do list today! I love the feeling of satisfaction and seeing the to-do list getting shorter each time. Hahas! Now there's still 2 more things on my to-do list. And it includes the BESE individual portfolio. HAHAS! Yes, i havent started yet and the deadline is this coming friday, which is 2 days away! Looking at my schedule of deadlines and tests, i realised that this semester is coming to an end very soon. Like in 3 weeks' time!

Dont you think that the events in our lives make us realise what we really are? They make us know ourselves better? Anyway, i realised that i fear the feeling of loneliness alot. hahas.

Oh gosh, i seriously cant find the motivation to start on my BESE individual portfolio. Someone help me can? LOLS!

My itunes seems to like the song fall for you alot. It keeps playing that song! I think i've listened to it 3 times this morning alr. And everytime i on my itunes it'd play that song. hahas!

Today's a tuesday. The tuesdays i have now are no longer the same as what i used to have. I used to look forward to every tuesday. Tuesdays used to be my favourite day of the week and i'd be really happy on that day of the week. But it's no longer the same. Now every tuesday seems to be a day that i miss you most. Arghs, can someone change my brain to another one?

As i was listening the plans and everything, all the memories of how mine started came back again. How my heart skipped a beat, how i was lost for words at that moment came back. The feeling is still so vivid. Ahh, i miss it so much. Sometimes i wonder if all these were a joke. If everything tt's caused it to end was a dream, if it is, can you let me wake up from it now? Why is it given to me and then taken away so quickly?

Still wishing u'd come back

Hahas, suddenly i feel like sharing what i want to do in life. My goal now is to travel around the world and visit all the amazing parts of the world. Not sure if i'll be able to reach this goal and money will be a big problem. hahas! I want to see aurora! I want to visit a real waterfall! I want to go visit the wonders of the world! Okay, the list will go on and on and wont stop. Hahas!

But seriously i find travelling really amazing. I dont know why, but i'd get a sense of happiness through travelling. And i really like taking the plane you know? Hahas! The feeling of being in air, away from life on land.

I hope i'd have the money to travel around the world with my friends and loved ones in the future. Say 20 plus 30 yr old? Hahas! It's still a dream now though.

Totally shagged from SSM. My feet hurts like mad now, and i dont feel like moving anymore. hahas. But anyways, next week will be the last SSM lesson and will mark the end of SSM. YIPEE! Totally looking forward to it.

There wont be geog lesson this week! Good news and bad news. Good news is that i dont have to go to school so early. Bad news is i'd be travelling for like 3 hrs for just a almost 1 hr accounting tutorial. Sighs.

Tmr's SSM day again. ): My life is so boring. Tsk.

Okays, i'm gng to dreamland alr. Goodnight!

It's a sunday again. Time seems to pass so quickly har? Soon this year is gng to be over. Hmms.

Idk idk idk.
What does people mean when they say they dont know to a question? Dont you find it very frustrating when you really want an answer to your question and all you get is a idk? Is responding with a idk a way of avoiding the question? Sometimes we do find ourselves saying idk when we dont really want to answer the question isnt it? But this response kind of gets irritating sometimes.

I cant find the motivation to do anything. All i want to do is to sit down and stone. I'm facing my comp with nothing to do but i dont feel like moving away from it. I know i still have many things to do but my mind just says it doesnt want to do them now. Hahas!

Baby, it's all about compromising.

Been feeling really tired these few days. I dont know why either. Everyday, my eyelids feel so heavy and i feel that i can fall asleep anytime.

I thought of what to blog just now but i totally forgot about it alr. Hmms, how?

Nvm, i shall start with something else. Heard about the news of the murder case in Canada. Dont you all think it's very scary? I think the victim is really very innocent. Getting stabbed for nothing and beheaded somemore. Eeks. The world is changing and everyone is becoming crazy.

I forgot that 9 August is National Day and i scheduled work on that day. What a sad thing, i've to work on National Day. Boohoohoo. ): I want to watch the fireworks for National Day. I love fireworks!

I seem to have lost interest in TV programmes. I find TV programmes boring. Hahas! Sian.

Okay, i realise that i'm totally crapping alr. I dont know what to blog about. Tsk. Wait till i find sth more meaningful to blog about bahs. (:

If somebody loves you, wouldnt they always love you?