Am feeling utterly disappointed and also kind of angry.

You came by today and yes you did not forget to look in to see if i was there. The look you gave me gave me a feeling that i cant describe. It was as if i could still see the love. I'd hoped that you'd come and talk to me but you did not. I was happy to see you until i saw who was beside you.

Suddenly everything came clear to me. Crystal clear. Everyone was right. Whatever others told me were right. All these times, they've let me continued with decieving myself. Why was i so dumb? I'd have preferred it if you'd told me the truth from the start. If you'd not told me those excuses. By lying to me, you stole my right to the truth. And yes, you LIED. I'm feeling fk-ing angry now. You said you wouldnt have time for me aft u go into army, but why do you have time for her now? Fkfkfkfkfk.

Nothing was broken. The only thing you broke was the trust i have had in you. Anyway, thanks for the memories even though they werent really great. I dont need anymore consoling now