Anyway i've got sth to add on to the previous post. I think i'll control all my emotions. Dont think i'll scold or sth as it'll just ruin my reputation. So yea, maybe it's just a lesson learnt. Blame it on my stupidity.

And i'm gng to concentrate on my upcoming exams and get good grades, really good ones. I'm not gng to let this distract me or wad. I'm gng to move on. The world will still revolves, it wont wait for me. Not gng to waste anymore time. Thanks for letting me see the real you. I just hope that she wont be the next victim, or actually i hope that she'll be. Oops, sorry i'm feeling very revengeful. Cant help it. Too bad.

I feel thankful that i'm free again. I feel thankful that i realised it after not too long a time. I feel thankful that through this, i realised who are the true friends that're always there for me. I feel thankful that i had this experience and memories. I feel thankful cause i've been thought how to not be so dumb anymore. Maybe this is more of a blessing than a bad thing.

Okay, yes i'm gng to study real hard for the exams. REALLY.

I feel like a rubbish, being thrown away when unwanted.