Feeling so upset and demoralised these 2 days after getting back some results. Not really very contented with my own performance. I seriously think that my gpa this semester will drop even more. I dont want any Cs, but i guess my SSM will be a C. ): And my BESE, i dont know if i can maintain it at a B or B+. I hope I can get a B+. But, if i have a C, it'd be pointless no matter how well i do in the other modules cause one C is fatal enough to drag the whole gpa down.

I dont know what to do now. I feel the urge, the determination to really do well for my end-of-semester exams. However, i dont seem to have that motivation! ): This is so frustrating! Arghs! For the modules that doesnt have end-of-semester exams, it's too late now cause i cant do anything to make it better alr. I dont want my gpa to drop as it'd be even harder to climb back. I'm really disappointed with my projects grades. ayes.