The semester is coming to an end! And then i'd have to start everything again, making new friends, fitting into a new class and all. And i dont like that. ):

I dont like the me i am now. I seem to be seeing alot of weaknesses in myself. I think i'm selfish, sometimes i find myself bossy. I find myself not creative at all. I think i'm quite self-centred. Sometimes i think i'm over confident. And too much self-confidence kills. I dont know why i see all these in myself. So horrible.

What if one day you come back looking for me but realise that i'm no longer around? Will you regret having left me?

Will i be able to cope with the commitments that i'm gng to have in the future? Will i regret? Will my life be stale, boring and routined?