Okay read the news this morning and realised it was kimi who crashed. Massa's accident was so dumb can? All because of the pit crew who flashed the green light too early. What a sad thing. Alrights, i'm gng to have my lunch and go to work! Bye all! (:

Hello everyone! I'm back to planet earth! Had been in planet F1 for the past 3 days, inclusive of today. Hahahas! Omg, someone please tell me how did Massa's car crash?!??!?!!?! I was betting on him to win lar! Arghsss. Failed me, so sad. ): Hope the tv will show replay of today's F1 race!

1st day of the work was terrible. Rained in the morning. The shuttle bus which they said will come did not come, so had to walk to the site, which was like a gazillion miles away. Followed people who did not know the road somemore, so took a detour. How dumb can we get? Hahahas! Anyway, in summary, 1st day was super screwed up with the organisers and all.

2nd day was a horribly hot day which got me horribly tanned with horrible tan lines. Hahahas! How horrible can it get! I love the BMW race! Those guys with red cars who came in 1st and 3rd place were HOT! TOTALLY! Woohooo! Hahahahahas! I especially like the one in blue jumpsuit. I think his name is D. Sch.... Uh yea, tt's all i rmb. Too complicated to rmb. The other one was sth Jamison. Ahhahahas! OMG, just imagining them is giving me visual overloads. Hahahahahas! Ahh okay enough enough.

3rd day which is today. Cooling weather. Nice. All the races today were pretty good, better than those dumb practice sessions. Stayed on to catch the real race after duty. Reward for sla... slogging so hard under the hot sun! Hahahas. Got a really strategic place, at turn 22 just below the flyers! The cars were gng at a really high speed that you cant capture it with normal cameras. It zoomed past my eyes in less than a second. Hahahas. And the sound is really loud. But i kind of like it! (:

But hey dont you all find it a bit dumb to spend over 1000 bucks to get a ticket to sit there and see the cars zoom past you for like 61 times??!?!?! And for those who like went for all the races, they saw cars zoomed past them for say over 200 times?? Hahahas! And somemore under the hot sun, without comfy chairs. Tsk! So not worth it lehs!

And and and one more thing! I think the nicest thing about watching a race is when the car crashes! Hahahas. Does that sound a bit sadistic? But seriously it's true. Just seeing the car zooming around after like 5 laps and you'll be super bored alr. So yes, crashing is the nicest! But it's a sad thing Massa's ferrari crashed!!

Oh and i bought a ferrari cap! Super nice! I'm so not regretting it! Hahahahas. Please dont ask me how much is it. Lols!

Arghs, and i'm having rashes all over again! All because of that glass of alcohol i put into my tummy this afternoon! Why do i always get dumb rashes after consuming alcohol! So irritating!

Anw, i shall upload the pictures when i feel more energetic okay? My eyes are like gng to close soon and i've got work tmr. Kbye people! Goodnight!

OMG, what happened to my tagboard? I cant see it lehs. Can you all see??? I think it dislikes me alot, tt's why it grew legs and ran away? Hahahahas!

Read an article ytd that i totally agree with. Now i'm looking at things from a different angle, and i hope i can walk out of this. Yes hope.

Makan and more makan-ing today. Was supposed to go exercise, but there was a sudden change in plan. Went to the library to get more good books instead! Seems like twilight is the current hot book now. Although the story sounds kind of ridiculous to me, i will still read it if i can get my hands on one. Hahahas.

Firstly, service at pizza hut plaza sing sucks. It was plain horrible, seriously. We were standing outside for like say 5 mins? And no one attended to us. It's not as if the restaurant is full or what lehs. There was one empty table that sits 4 right at the entrance! And some dumbass staff served these 2 angmoh aunties who came after us first! That aside, but after she attended to them, she did not bother about us! Then the manager walked towards the entrance, we thought she was gng to attend to us like finally. But guess what, she turned and walked off. Hello? I dont rmb myself growing up eating glass lehs. Neither do i think i look like some poor kid who cant even afford a pizza hut meal! Like WTH. I'm nv gng to dine in at that outlet ever again. Went to the suntec outlet which was so much better. Staff were polite and all. From today onwards, i'm gng to spread bad word of mouth of the Plaza sing outlet. Muhahahahas! You shall have a plunge in sales. That's my motive. (:

Basically, it was a day of travelling eating movie-ing walking today. Yea, I like the show Mama-mia! So nice! I dont know why but i feel v happy after watching it lehs. Especially at the part where they dance the dancing queen song, can see that the cast are really enjoying themselves! Double yes to this movie! (:

Hahas, i'm feeling so bored now, with my internet loading oh so slowly. Seriously lar, the free wireless@sg at my workplace is like so much faster. Tsk.

Anyway, i've wanted to blog about this for a while alr, but keep forgetting. Memory's failing me. Uh yea, faster type out before i forget again. Oh, Warning first, if you love Mac alot and dont want to stop eating it, I'd encourage you not to read this post. Hahahas.

Have been receiving lots of email (okay, actually not a lot, 2, but that's quite a lot of bad news), regarding bad things happening to Macdonalds. V disgusted by it lehs. Now i dont even dare to step into Mac. I no longer crave for the nuggets. Everytime the Mac commercial shows on Tv, i'll feel like puking. Yucks.

Okay the first one was on the curry sauce. There was maggots in the curry sauce. After i received this, i still felt okay, just avoid the curry sauce.

But, a few days later, i receive the ultimate one. Rats falling off the ceiling at the Tampines outlet. Gosh. Just imagine yourself dining in thr, and then baby rats start falling from up above you. Arghs. You may think that these may just be some dumbass trying to sabotage or sth. But, when i told one of my friends, she told me that she was thr recently and they indeed blocked off a couple of seats and were renovating the ceiling! Wah, her reaction when i told her this was like, Hahahas!

Uh yea, so i guess it's gng to be quite some time before i step into Mac again. Power of word of mouth. Hahahas! Oh oh oh, and i told my parents about this, over dinner! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS! And my sis was so so so disgusted by it. LOLS!

Something even more horrible. Se told me that someone once drank from dont know whr, some coffee place, and the coffee tasted weird. The person then looked through the straw and saw thousands of cockroach eggs in there. And the person actually drank it alr! *Horrified expression* So ppl, check inside your straw before you drink! You'll never know!

Hahas, i guess i've spoilt some of your appetite. But i warned you beforehand! Hahahahas! Oh yea i still have the emails, so if anyone of you wants to look at the pictures, just tell me, i'll forward them to you. Hahahahahas.

Chanced upon this little book of quotations on a treasured friend while clearing up my things the other day. It was given to me by my primary school best friend on one of my birthday. Found some of the quotations quite interesting, so decided to share. (:

The friendship that can come to an end, never really began.

Hold a true friend with both your hands.

We know our friends by their defects rather than by their merits.

Friendship is like money, easier made than kept.

Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies.

Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.

To throw away an honest friend is, as it were, to throw your life away.

A friend is one before whom i may think aloud.

There's nth worth the wear of winning, but the laughter and love of friends.

These are the few i like most. Hahas, some are pretty true eh?

Oh and did i mention i rmb-ed what i spent that 97 bucks on? Hahas, it's my concession for last month. (:

The weather is bad now, it doesnt want to let me go swim. Wanted to go blading in the first place, but this weather wouldnt have allowed that as well. Guess the only way to burn off some calories is by the best way which is, SHOPPING! Hahas, BUT there's a price to pay! You get a hole in your pocket after that! Oh man.

I'm so craving for Superdog. Their fries are like WOW! Hahas, is that exaggerating?

Ahh, maybe i should go back to sleep for an hour or so. Lols. Idk why but i'm kind of looking forward to working at F1 this coming weekend! (: Let's just hope it doesnt rain on those days. Oh and there's this irritating lizard, YUCK, making a super irritating and loud noise outside. Stopping me from entering the kitchen. Btw, i think i'm super sensitive to the sound of lizards. Tsk.

Hahahas, i realised that i'm extremely random in my posts. Maybe in real life as well. Hahahas! Maybe 5 years or so later, that's if if i still rmb this blog exist, if i read back on these post, i'll be laughing at myself. Hahahas!

Having eye infection, yet again. Double ):

Hey everyone, i'm alright. Just wanted to get some anger off ytd. (: One day i'll stop all these. I promise.

I swear i'm not gng to give a bloody damn anymore. Oh crap. I hope that one day i'll find the courage to beat you up mentally. Fk.

As i read on, i began to realise how lucky i really am.
It shudders me to know that this is actually a true story.
Everything was so inhumane, or even worse.
How did you even survive all these?
I began to picture myself in that situation,
I would've died.

Was too tired to blog ytd. Went to Ikea. It was boring, everything's the same as the previous time i went. So the ultimate goal of gng there was not to shop for furniture, but was to have a drink and their hotdog bun. Lols. Cheap and good.

It was indeed a tiring day ytd. Went out at like 12 plus 1 and walked till 9 plus 10. Good exercise har? We didnt really sit down much lehs. And idk why but we always changes from one place to another. Hahahas! Before Ikea, we went to Tiong and Anchorpoint, after Ikea we went to Suntec, Marina Sq, Esplanade. And we kept walking to and fro the towers of Suntec. Anyways, i'll cut the details. It'll be boring if i wrote them all out. Dinner was at a budget place. Food court! Hahahas. But seriously i think the food in food courts are getting mre and mre expensive. Tsk!

And one last thing to add, the area behind Esplanade is a horrible photo taking place. The lighting is crap. LOLS. But we found a way to do it though. We took photos under the trees which have lights attached to them. I was suggesting we take facing the tree so that the light will be on our faces. Se was saying we'll look stupid. BUT i turned my head and saw 2 people copying what we're doing! Hahahas! See, it's a brilliant idea hor! (:

Hey the above video is the video of taylor swift's new song, love story. Nice song! And i think she's very pretty in the video. And the guy in the video is pretty hot as well! Hahahas. If anyone's got this song, please send me?? :D

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It's alr 16th of september. Mid-month alr. 2 and a half weeks of holidays have passed. That's left us with 4 and a half weeks more. ): 

This is so true lar! 

I had a lovely day with lovely customers! (: Hahahas!

Oh man, my sleeping routine is like in a mess. Every night i cant seem to fall asleep till like 3 plus am. Then in the morning, i get really tired and dread getting out of bed. ):

I ought to save more. Hahahas, i think my spending habits are getting from bad to worse. ): 

Hahahas, i'm here to blog again! I think i blog everyday. And it's not limited to one post per day. Hahahas, when i have some thoughts, i'll feel like blogging. 

For the whole afternoon, i discovered sth nice and interesting to do. And that is to learn more photoshop skills! Hahahas. I rmb that time my bro taught me a very nice skill that can make your photo look like a painting de. But i forgot the tedious steps alr. Went online to look for tutorials on some really cool photoshop skills and experimented on them for the whole afternoon. Here's some of the masterpieces of mine. Hahahas.


Anyway, i've got to stop sitting in front of my computer everyday. My legs are gng to become some junk if i continue to do this. Tmr i'm gng to do some household chores like sweeping and mopping the floor and also helping my mum make her mooncakes. She's been nagging at me for dont know how many ages to help her make alr. Lols. And most probably, if i still have the motivation, to pack my overflooding wardrobe. I still feel like getting more clothes. Hahhahaas.

Hey yx, i was taken aback when you called at that hour ytd. I seriously didnt know you knew of my blog and read. Hahahas, i think se become my marketing director alr. Lols! But yea i was also glad that i called and showed concern. Like really happy. And i think it's quite a shame that it was all my fault and i did not take the initiative. But well, i certainly hope things will go well, and hopefully return to what it used to be. :D

If god would give me one more chance to make it all right again, I dont know if i can do it.

I'm back! I dont know why but i like blogging. I seem to be blogging everyday. Maybe soon my blog will be like those kind of typical life blog, talking about what i do everyday and it'll all be very boring. Hahahaas.

Anyways, my current gpa is 3.45. Didnt really drop alot. I just have to really work hard and pray that i get really great project mates next semester. And hope that i can pull this dumb gpa back up to 3.5.

Came back from dinner at cartel. Gng thr with chel is just so great. Lols. Shopping without an aim has become a very horrible and boring thing. It causes your mood to go down to negative. And singapore is so freaking boring. Any suggestions on interesting places?

Was talking about how our future will be like. I started with how tiring raising a kid will be. And then we think of the money that we'll make next time. The kind of life and everything. Actually think of it in another way, it's too early to say anything now. And thinking of it now also makes you worry. But if you dont think now, i think will kind of regret in the future. Hahahas. Now the saying ' if you fail to plan, you plan to fail' comes in here.

Anyways, chel, i'm glad this whole friendship did not fall apart. I'm sorry for whatever nasty things i said to you the other time. I'm really glad i have you in my life. As a true friend. Although your stubbornness really gets on my nerves at times, i still love you. Hahahaas. (:

Just got back from my dental appt. As usual i was late. Woke up and realised that i have to leave hse in 15 mins time. Sighs. I think my body have some kind of auto alarm that set to make me oversleep everytime i have a dental appt. Body ar, do you hate dental appts so much? Today was the last appt though. The person at the reception used a word that i think was weird. She said 'you're discharged'. Make me sound like a hospital patient, which i was. But well. Hahahas. Anyways, yes i dont really like dental appts, cause i'd come back reeking of the typical dental clinic smell. ):

Those thoughts are back again. Haunting me once more. And they got me thinking and i realised that i dont really know myself. I dont know how i feel about all these. Hard to put into words. I dont know am i angry or am i still sad. My mind and heart seems to be having this battle. You know there are times when there's so many inner voices inside you. I can tell you that it doesnt bother me anymore, but actually deep inside i dont really know if it still bothers me. Actually it still does i think. Who wont if you're in this kind of situation? There were so many questions that i'd wanted them to be answered. Then there was this time when i thought the answers to these questions doesnt matter anymore. Now i have new questions. There's just so many things that i dont understand. Are you trying to tell me something? Am i supposed to get some hints? Do you think that i'm still trying? Do you think that i'm still holding on to some things? Are you still avoiding? Should i act like i dont care? IDK IDK IDK. I always feel so tired after all these thoughts. I didnt want them to come, neither do i try to forget them on purpose. Ayes, someone lead me please.

I'm still thinking if i should like publicise my blog or something. Like making more people know of my blog. Actually i think the only ppl reading are se and chel only. Hahahas. But sometimes i write things that i dont really want others to know. And sometimes i dont think you guys understand what i'm writing about too. Hahahas. Hmms. Dont know lehs.

Should i go back to sleep again? I seriously seriously think that i havent been catching any sleep recently. Everytime i'm dreaming. Arghs.

I'd wanted to clear up my table and wardrobe today. BUT hahas, you know what happened lar. Lols! Managed to clear up my table a little though.

Ayes, can anyone suggest to me how to match up my red sneakers? I love them so much and would really want to wear them out. But the colour seems pretty hard to match with my clothes! How? Suggestions anyone? I think red sneakers are so nice lar! :D

Oh did i mention the weird china uncle who asked up whr does some road lead to ytd night? Se thought he wanted to distract me to steal my things lar and she asked me to ignore him. Hahahas. But thinking that i was a hospitality student, i shouldnt be hostile right? Who knows, he may be a tourist. In the end, he did nothing lar. He's weird though. Lols.

Arghs, my exam results is like shit. I think the dumb C+ for SSM is so gng to kill me. Thr goes my gpa from the 3.5 mark. And i think i'll nv make it for the DHL. Double ): Shock of the day once i woke up. Tried counting my own gpa cause the online one is not out yet. And it's damn demoralising. So i just off-ed my calculator and stop thinking about it.

I just woke up and my mind is being overloaded with information now. I dont even know what to blog about. Laters!

3 same journey, different feelings, different thoughts.

Today seemed to be a day of reliving what had happened a few months back. Exact spot. Just that you aint thr anymore. Well, i still like reminiscing. Had a really good talk with my bestie. Felt really great after it.

Oh gosh oh gosh, tell me is this not love!

Omg, but this lovely creature cost 185k!! RAH! It's damn freaking ex! And i suddenly realise it's nt really a very reachable goal you know? ): Let's see, if the downpayment is like 20k, which is alr like damn alot, i'd still be left with 165k to pay with installments. So say i earn like 2k per month, one yr i'd get 24k. Maybe spend 6k per yr, which i think is impossible, i'd be left with 18k. 1 yr plus before i can pay the downpayment. And to pay off that 165k, i'd have to pay ard 9 yrs. Oh god. Who's gng to save me! ):

And guess what, the ipod touch second gen is out! Wahahahas. It's been redesigned. Thinner and with built-in speakers and some nike plus programme. Sounds pretty cool. And the best thing is there's indeed a price cut! Now now, i'm glad it was all sold out at Comex. Hahahas!

Okay, enough of my yakking on all those expensive things that i love. Materialistic. A big YES. I pity whoever's gng to support me. Hahahahas! Ahh, enough enough.

Okay, brought se to Haji Lane today. Was glad that i rmbed how to go. Hahahas. On our way thr, saw this young indian girl spitting onto the wall. So disgusted by it. Arghs. And yesyes, all the vintagey stuff at Haji Lane amazed se. And she found this love of her life thr as well. Hahahahas! Girl, dream of it for 3 mre mths and it'll be yours! (:

Oh and we had pepper lunch for dinner. It was early dinner which left me hungry when i reached home. ): And i smelt like curry powder after the dinner. All because of that beef curry pepper rice i had. And again we had a heavenly drink, sugarcane with lemon! Hahahahas.

I was wondering, if i could turn back time, would i have made the same decision?
I've been trying my best to accept, trying my best to let things return back to the way it used to be.
But somehow i seem to not be able to remember how it all used to be. Why? Is it because people always say that once things are broken, they're nv the same again? Is it true? I really have been trying. But the thought of two's company, three's a crowd keep getting to me. And that's what's been keeping me. There'll always be this dumb jealousy forming that i cant get rid of. What do I do? Should i let it be or should i keep trying?

I'm gng to blog before 12!!!! There's still 3 more minutes!!

Okay the bus journey home from work was so smooth. Not! The driver was so so so so reckless! And what's more i was carrying my laptop and there was no empty seats ard! ): The driver seemed to be very impatient. Idk why. He opened the door even before he reach the stop. So apparently, the door fling open before the bus comes to a halt. And i was standing near the door! Lucky i didnt get flung out. Ahhahahas. And he drove at an ultimate speed. He sent me home in a whooping 20 minutes or less! Hmph.

I think it's 12.01 alr. ): I lost. Hahahahas! It's not! Apparently, the time is taken from the time i started writing this post! Hahahas! Dont know why i so happy, but oh wells. Gng off to dreamland now! Dont think i got any sleep recently, have been dreaming alot. And it's said that when u dream, you actually dont get any sleep cause you're still using your brain to think. ):

I'm so extremely bored! One precious week of the holiday has just passed. And now it's only left with 6 weeks more! ): I dont know to be happy or sad. Hahahas!!

At work now. Thanks to the free wireless@singtel, i get to surf the net! Hahahas.

This is such a week to look forward to. There's this apple event tmr and i hope they're gng to announce the launch of the second gen ipod touch! Muhahahahs! And and and results will be released on thurs! Kind of looking forward to it. Hope it doesnt turn out too bad. :D That's all folks!

Maybe i've alr walked out of it. I no longer have the someone-stabbing-my heart pain when i see the 2 of them anymore. Or maybe it's just that i'm alr numbed from it. I dont even have to look to know that it's her. I could practically sense her presence. Oh yes, you said we'll meet on the week of my bdae. I certainly hope it's no longer a 3-5 mins thing anymre. I hope that i'd be able to have a good look at you then. And today i found the answer to the question you asked me maybe 2 months ago, or maybe 3. Yes i can.

Oh hoho, I saw mr EC walked past today! Didnt really see the face, but i was quite sure it was him. Hahahahas! :D


Okay, this world is filling with ridiculous customers. Really ridiculous till i can practically stand them. Luckily i wasnt alone in the store. I wouldnt have know how to deal with it. Let me start with the story. This woman came to the store along with her husband and her 3 kids. At first i thought she was gng to sell sth or wad. But she took out a familiar dress from her bag and i knew sth's gng to happen. She went on telling us what was wrong with the dress, asking for some compensation. So all we can do was to let her exchange.

She went on to try something else she wants to exchange with. But the most irritating thing is she kept asking if it's real. In actual fact she has no knowledge of all these labels. She didnt know how to tell if it's real. When she asked me, i said i cant assure that it's real, and she rolled her eyes at me. Like wth, if i know it's real or not, i should be working thr alr right? I'd be working at those brands' companies to help them check the real and the copies so that they can sue those who made the imitations right? I felt so itimidated when she gave me that look and flipped her eyes lar. ):

The worst thing was when she kept asking her husband to check the stitching and kept repeating if the stitching is not good means it's fake. Hello, even the thread from a $1000 dress you get from the boutique will run can? The colour will also run lar. BECAUSE it's all cloth and dye! It's just that cause you paid $1000 for a dress you'll take better care of it. Grr, ridiculous. Everything with thread will run and tear de lor. Tsk.

So the last dress she tried on, she asked me if it's nice. Yea it's nice, but i kind of gave her this "roll my eyes" look and said yea nice half heartedly. Hahahas. i wonder if she saw it. Well, i'd rather not have this kind of customer as when they're unhappy, they'll just spread bad word of mouth and come back to give us trouble. Horrid Horrid.


Hahahas, I've edited this post like a gazillion times. Everytime i press 'X' at the top right hand corner, something else that i want to blog about pop up in my mind. And sometimes when i come to this page, the thought ran off and hide itself in some tiny corner that i cant remember what it is.

Okay what i wanted to add on is - I hope for the second generation of ipod touch to come out faster. I'm so anticipating it!!! Faster faster!!!

Stop all that denial because it's not doing any one of us good.
I now know the difference.

Okay, the rapid pounding of my heart is killing me. ): I seriously dont know why.

This post is to add on to the earlier post. Woke up at 12pm. Didnt really do anything today. Bro hogged onto my laptop so i had nothing to do. So i sat in front of the TV from 2 plus, and finally gave in and fell asleep at 4. Woke up and thought a day had passed. But no, it was 7pm. Hahahas. I doubt i'd be able to sleep later. ):

Anyway, interesting fact i found out while watching the TV today. Yogurt has got more calcium than milk! Cause they add more milk powder into it in the making process. Okay, that kind of makes up for my hatred of milk. (: So i still take in calcium! I totally cant stand the smell of milk lar. So so so so so so smelly. Ewww. And se said the smell of yogurt is worse than milk. Totally disagree!

I think i'll turn into a couch potato soon. ): And facing the screen for dont know how many hours everyday is horrible. My eyes are shouting for help. Ahhahahas.

Idk why my heart has been pounding like it's gng to jump out anytime since last night. Tossed and turned and just couldnt fall asleep. ): Idk if this is a good or bad omen. I certainly hope it's a good one.

Sometimes we know that it's gng to be a mistake, but we still go ahead and make it. Some mistakes are just meant to be made.

Okay, i finally got out of house today! (: hahahas. Went to town, bugis and clarke quay with se. Got a new bag! Wahahahas, okay i spend everytime i go out. Hmms, idk but i always have the urge to buy things when i go out. But the bag is nice! Hahahas, and furthermore it's on 20% discount! All the more i should buy right? Hahahas, okay just convincing myself it's not an impulse buy. And as usual, se said i spent alot. Lols, was saying that i feel rich today. But went home feeling poor. Oh wells, it's just a once-in-a-while thing alrights? Hahahas!

Got out of town after just a while, and didnt want to stay thr cause se said she spent the whole of ytd thr, so headed down to bugis. Once again, went to the wrong busstop. I thought that thr was 7 at the busstop outside Tangs, but in actual fact, thr wasnt, have to walk to the one outside lucky plaza. Just when we turned and walked towards lucky plaza, a 7 went passed. This was exactly what happened the other day when i was with zy. I think this is called deja vu is it? hahahas.

Okay, anyways, bugis junction didnt become more interesting with it's new revamped area of lvl 2. So it's still a boring place. Then came the hardest question in life - Where to eat at and what to eat? Hahahas, just couldnt decide. There was so many things at bugis junction but we didnt feel like eating any of it. I recommended se to Tampopo at Liang Court and we decided to head down to Clarke Quay. She wasnt too convinced by the name though. Hahahas. Before heading down, we eat grab a bite first. I had yogurt which i dont understand why se was so disgusted by it. It's so nice lar! And se had this oily thing from breadtalk. HAHAHAS. It was like drenching with oil.

Hahahas, Tampopo was so nice lar. It's a jap restaurant. I had their specialty, black pig ramen. Muhahahas, yummy yummy. (: Se tried the fried pork ramen. Was nice as well, but i preferred mine. (: Oh, and their ice water is heavenly. Hahahas! Ended off our day with hokkaido ice cream - Banana chocolate! Yum Yum! Okays, i've got pictures!

I dont know why i'm counting down. I know i shouldnt be, but i am.

I dont know why there's suppressed anger sometimes. I know it shouldnt be there, but it is.

I dont know why i keep having these thoughts. I dont want to think this way, but i did.

I realise that my memory is failing. It's so short term that i can forget something within minutes. Maybe my mind is filled with too many things.

What's the point of planning when everything doesnt go according to plan most of the time?

Loneliness. Something that always knock on my door and look for me. It's something that i hate so much. But the more i hate it, it comes to me more often. Why is it so?

There are times when i dont want to convey my unhappiness directly and i'd show it in another way. There are times when i dont really mean what i say and i hope people around me will get what i really mean.

Everyone in this world is trying to make their presence known. Even to just one person.

There are some things in one's life that we keep only to ourselves, maybe till death. Sometimes i wonder if we'd ever regret keeping it to ourselves. But sometimes things are really better to be left unsaid.

Just had a hectic weekend. Rahrah.

Sat was the bdae of a friend that i nearly lose. I think that time was the first ever time in my life that i'd experience real sadness and all that real emotions. And it was all because of my selfishness. From then on, things were never the same. Idk why, although i want it to be the same as before, it just cant. Maybe that's why people say when things are broken, they're nv the same. Now that i want to recall what it was like in the past, i cant. I know she does want things to return to how it was like in the past, but i really dont know how.

Next is disappointment and more disappointment cause i didnt manage to get my ipod touch as it was all sold out! ):