I dont know why i'm counting down. I know i shouldnt be, but i am.
I dont know why there's suppressed anger sometimes. I know it shouldnt be there, but it is.
I dont know why i keep having these thoughts. I dont want to think this way, but i did.
I realise that my memory is failing. It's so short term that i can forget something within minutes. Maybe my mind is filled with too many things.