Just had a hectic weekend. Rahrah.

Sat was the bdae of a friend that i nearly lose. I think that time was the first ever time in my life that i'd experience real sadness and all that real emotions. And it was all because of my selfishness. From then on, things were never the same. Idk why, although i want it to be the same as before, it just cant. Maybe that's why people say when things are broken, they're nv the same. Now that i want to recall what it was like in the past, i cant. I know she does want things to return to how it was like in the past, but i really dont know how.

Next is disappointment and more disappointment cause i didnt manage to get my ipod touch as it was all sold out! ):