Now, here it's gng to be some things i want to say to all who were impt in my 17th year.

My bestie, Sinee! - Hey! Thanks for being by my side during that period of time. I know you were kind of caught in the middle and yes i'm sorry for that. Thanks for always being thr for me and for everything you've done for me. We're gng to self entertain our way till we're old alrights! Hahas, and cheers to our business! We will make it! (: Loves loves!

Rachel C! - Hey girl, i'm seriously glad that we did not fell apart. I'm sorry for everything that i did that made you angry. And yes you do have to change tt stubborn temper of yours! Hahahas! Thank god you're still here with me! And i hope you do solve your problems soon! I cant imagine what i'll do if i were in your situation! Hahahas! (:

Jovin Kam! - You you! Till now i can still rmb how we got to know each other luh! If it wasnt for that question of yours on the first day of school, i wont know how i'd have survived in the class last semester! And there wouldnt be the clique of you me joy and nick! And also, thanks for being by my side and giving me advice as well! Although i didnt really listen! Hahahas! It was seriously great knowing you! (:

Yixuan! - Hey! I'm sorry for what happened in the past. Okay wait, no more apologies for that matter! Hahahas, i take back! Lols, what i'm glad is that we're still talking to each other, just not as close as before. But yea, we'll work our way there alrights? I hope that you'll enjoy yourself tmr with us! Really glad you agreed to come along! (:

Siewhan and Wenying! - You 2! I feel so grateful to still be in touch with the 2 of you! Thanks for lending me a listening ear. And sh thanks for your advices, they did helped in one way or another! And wy for always checking if i'm dng okay. It's a wonder how we didnt contact each other for like a few years and suddenly got tgt but can still be so close! You 2 better ask me out after your A levels!

Sihui and Xiaoquan! - Glad the both of you are tgt! Hahahas! Be happy alrights!

Serene! - Hey! Yesyes, we're gng to meet up after your A levels after like so many years! And thanks agn for the very nice ad you did for my online shop! Hee, thanks! (:

Rest of 761! - Thanks to all of you all for taking the time out before your A levels to celebrate with me! Anw, can destress right? HAHAHAS! (:

Others who are celebrating w me as well! - THANKS THANKS THANKS IN ADVANCE. Hahahas. and also thanks to all those who sent me wishes and all.

And lastly, you - Hey, thanks for all the good times and bad times that you gave me in my 17th year. No matter what, i did not regret and was really happy during that time. Thanks for the love and everything you gave me. And thanks for making me learn that i should not give my trust away so easily.

AND EVERYONE! DO TAKE CARE! THANKS AGAIN! (: LOVES!

P.S sorry if i missed anyone out.

Yaye! I'm 18 now! Hahahas. I guess this is the first birthday in quite a long time that i stayed at home. (: Hahahas. Sounds v uninteresting har? Hahas, but i dont feel like gng out today also lar, and everyone not free as well. So well, tmr and many more tmrs there's gng to be celebrations! Yayes! Today was a really not that interesting day. But i did got lots of wishes from friends in the past, new friends and many many more! Hahas. Went to school and hanged out with C and her friends. They didnt know it was my bdae until Yx came over to me to wish me happy birthday. And then they were shocked and sang a birthday song on the spot for me right in the middle of biz park. Lols. Then there was Sl from CYA who also sang a bdae song for me. (: And yea lots more. A simple but great day to say.

Now let's talk about my 17th year.
Okay, shall start from last year's bdae? Let me see how many things i can rmb. Hahahas. I rmb-ed thr was some kind of conflict cropping up when the girls were planning for my bdae celebration. But luckily all were present and they came over to TP to meet me and we had dinner at newton food centre. I still rmbed the winnie the pooh balloon! Hahahas.

Fast forward abit. Basically for nov to dec, i think we had chalet? Is it? Hahahas. I just know tt last yr i kept staying out late as i went for christmas countdown and new year countdown and all. Basically, all the countdowns. Hahahas.

Yadayada, skip to March! Holidays, looked for a sales job, had lots of interview, went job hunting and totally hate it. End of march, got my job at Therapy. And started working till now. It's been a good half year.

April, did sth i didnt know i'd do. Met up with someone i didnt even know. Clicked and went on to experience love for the first time. Although it didnt turn out the way i wanted it to be, i still did not regret anything. It was indeed a lesson worth learning. April till July was great as i had you.

Mid july till i dont know when was a totally horrible month. I can say it was the worst period of my life. R/s, friendship all fell apart. Managed to salvage one but lose the other. Through all these, i learnt about who were my true friends who were always thr for me.

Took quite long to pick myself up. Till now. I'm not gng to show that i'm still affected anymore. I wont try to forget anything. I'll just tell myself that the road ahead will be better.

Oh yea, and also, from April till today, I'd made lots of new friends. From my yr 2 sem 1 class, from F1, CYA, and also now friend's friends and also new class.

Yes so to sum it up, my 17th year was a great, fulfiling, yet great lesson.

A few more hours and i'm turning 18. I shall reflect on my 17th year on earth tmr. (:

Let's talk about school today.
Had my very first tutorial class. Which means today was the first time i got to see my classmates. Most of them idk. I only had 1 yr 2 sem 1 classmate with me. And that's Calista! Wasnt v close to her last sem but she's a great person and easy to get along with. (: And thankfully she didnt know alot of ppl in the class as well.

I hate forming new project groups. I felt so sad when me and C nearly ended up in different groups. But in the end, we got into the same group. I was so guilty as she came over cause of me. And that group she was supposed to be in ended up with the weirdo guy who appears to be someone no one wants. And they didnt look very happy. ): Oops. I hope i didnt get hated. Rah. But yes again, i feel really lucky to at least have someone i know in the same project grp as me. And i think the other members of the grp were fine as well. I hope this perception wont change as the project goes by.

The blogging bug is crawling all over me again.

Went out for dinner to celebrate daddy's bdae. Mummy's treat! (: Didnt got any restaurants or what. We merely went to the usual coffeeshops to eat zi cha. It's not really the place that matter, nor is it the food, it's just the chance of having the whole family sit tgt to have dinner. That's why i always leave my sundays for my family.

And i'm officially SICK. Arghs!

Maybe i need more luck. Give me the power and show me that i should hang on. My intuition tells me that it will all work out.

To forget is not to remember. But everytime i try to forget, i'm remembering. Ironic.

Let's start from the first row left, that's a picture of a evil looking character. Thought it was quite cute. Hahahas. Next, a poster of the 3 little pigs! Next the nicest bear in all the display. The last pict in the 1st row, the first edition of Mickey Mouse. Ugly right? Hahahas.

Every single thing felt so real,
the feeling was great.
It was just it what it used to be.
So real that i've thought
everything really returned back to what it used to be.
I thought i've had back your love and concern.
But the only bad thing was that it was all a dream.
And when i woke up,
everything rewinded.

Tired and extremely full. I'm so full that i think i can go without food till like tmr dinner? Or even tmr dinnertime i'd still not feel hungry. Hahahahas. Let's see what i did today. You'll be horrified by the amount of things i ate today. Arghs.

First thing in the day, celebrated Nicky's birthday although it was like almost 2 weeks ago? Hahahas. We went for lunch for spageddies (I'm not sure how to spell it) at marina square. The original plan of gng to the beach was cancelled as weather forecast said there'll be thunderstorm this morning. And yea it did rain but nt to the extent of thunderstorm. Either way, i'm not disappointed as i'm so not in the beach mood recently. So yes, back to the topic, lunch, it was good and value for moolah. $9.90 for a seafood pasta hotplate. Add another $1.80 for free flow of drinks. Taste wasnt bad, pretty good to say. So yea, go try it! Oh anyway i think it was a set lunch thing. And i had like 1 and a half can of coke zero. Hahahas. You'll see why i mention this later.

After that, went to the Mint museum of toys! Oh, let me digress abit, on our way there, we passed by this super interesting artpiece outside Raffles City Shopping Centre. It's this painting on the outer way of the shopping centre. At first you look at it, it's a girl screaming, then when you see it through a purple box, it becomes a sad girl, and when you see it through a red box, it becomes a man. It's kind of like those photoshop effect. Really cool! Okay, back to the Mint museum! Had always thought it was really big, but to my surprise it was pathetically small. Hahahas. So small that we conquered the whole building within 1 hr, with lots of camwhoring somemore. You can see how small it is now. Hahahas. Toys there were really cool and interesting! And the earliest micky mouse was effing ugly. I'm so glad it evolved into what it is today. Hahahas!

It was still pretty early after we finished touring the whole museum, so we went to the cafe at the basement level of the museum. We had a $5 voucher to spend there anyway, so why let it go to waste right? Hahahas. So there we went, picked out a slice of cake for nicky and ordered potato wedges as well. Cause it will look super pathetic for 4 ppl to eat one slice of cake. Hahahas. Yea, here i had tonnes of iced water. Cause the person kept refilling it for me. And idk why when i see water, i'll keep drinking. Hahahaas.

After that went to walk ard at Raffles City Shopping Centre, then went to TM to meet the CYA ppl w Joy. They were so sweet, they bought a bdae cake to help me celebrate my bdae and half of another guy's bdae. Hahahas, cause his's over alr. Lols. The cake was extremely sinful with lots and lots of chocolate. So there we were, 8 ppl attacking one whole chocolate cake. Hahahas, we didnt even bother to cut it. After that, i was full alr, but JE made a reservation at seoul garden for dinner. And it had to be friday, so the rate was $21.99. But she subsided $5 each for everyone. Hahahas. Seriously, i think seoul garden should have more varieties of food can. The whole night, i ate all kinds of chicken till i am so sick of them now. And all of us went mad, and started talking to the food. Hahahas! And the staff there seriously likes to clear plates and change the hotplate. Hahahas, they come like V often to ask if they can clear the plates. Hahahas. Laughed like mad throughout the dinner. I think my cheek muscles had some really good exercise over dinner. Hahahahas. Oh yea and i drank 3 glasses of root beer and had 3 scoops of ice-cream.

So in conclusion, my intake of sugar is damn freaking high today. And i spent all my moolah on FOOD. ): What a waste. Hahahahas. Pictures another day maybe. (:

I dont know what to say. Perhaps it's just me being too impatient. Yesyes, it's me it's me.


Drop me the man.

Hello everyone! I'm still alive. Hahahahas! Haven been blogging these few days as I've been really busy with the online shop. And finally it's been launched! (: Do go take a look alrights! we need all your support! Web is http://the-taitais.livejournal.com.

Okay school started. Went to school for 2 days and then self-declare 6 days of holidays. Hahahahahhahas! (: I dont want to go back to TP for like 1 hr of lecture. Super stupid. So yea, holidays for me! Hahahhaas. Hmms, what else? I dont like the fact that quite a number of modules this semester is coursework-based. So horrible! Cause it means consistent work. And that's really not me. Hahahas. I prefer exams! (: So give me exams instead of assignments. Hahahaas!

What else can i talk about? School's at TAS now, except for thurs which i have to go back to TP for lessons. I can wake up 30 mins later than last time. Aww, this is so boring. Let's skip all these. Hahahas.

Ermerm, oh! I'm super cash-tied recently. Hahahas. Okay random, just telling you all i'm poor. Hahahahas. Okay, off i go!

I totally hate having to wake up at 6am to get to school or the airport by 845am. Arghs. And i have to do this for 3 days straight. But now it's left with 2 days more. Hahahas. And what's more, have to sit in till like 5pm? Boring! ): I totally dozed off today. Only got really interested and perked up when the person was sharing all the interesting stories that'd happened in the airport. Hahahahas!

Timetable's out today. I think my timetable is pretty good? I end school latest at 4pm on thurs and fri. As for mon to wed, i start school at 9am and end at 1pm! How great! Hahahahas. BUT the sad thing is there's no one i'm close with in the same class as me! ): ): ):

Did i mention about my trip home ytd? I realised that i'm easily irritated when i'm carrying heavy stuff in my hands. Lols. I waited for bus home after work, but 3 buses passed w/o stopping as they were too packed. So with the not-so-light weight of my laptop in my hands as well as my bag on my shoulder, i got impatient and just wanted to faster get home and put everything down. So i decided to walk to the bus stop before the one i was at. So walked and then this 190 came while i was still walking there, which was less packed. Which means if i've waited, i'd have caught that bus. But nvm, i continued walking. And then i reached the bus stop and the bus came. So up i went. It was not crowded but there were no seats. It was then that i realised that there was another 190 behind which was quite empty with seats! I had the temptation to alight from that bus i was on to board the one behind. But being too lazy to move, i decided to just stand my whole trip home. So by the time i reached my stop, my laptop has become 19kg instead of 1.9kg. Lols. And now my right arm's aching. Hahahas.

Boring boring boring. It's a work day again. Luckily there's sales today. But the phone line here is currently being an idiot. Causing both nets and credit card transactions to be impossible. So i've to be bad and ask the customers to go withdraw moolah to pay for their things. 

I'm still feeling so uncomfortable after the oh-so-filling dinner at cartel. Arghs.

Anyway, i noticed something. Do you realise that, on the bus or Mrt, when there's empty seats, some people who want to sit down will stand at the seat, then look around like they were looking out for someone who will catch them if they sit down. And when they realised that the coast is clear or what so ever, they will sit down. Lols. Do you all know why? At first i thought they were just looking out to see if there's anyone else who needs the seat more than them. But i realise that even those of a higher age are doing this. Hahahas, weird.

And and, i'd wanted to say this for quite some time but kept forgetting. Why do some people like to add a ... after their sentence or words? Especially in text messages. Are you one of them? Hahahas. Dont you think that if you're the person reading, you'll feel that the person typing the message seems to be sending an unwilling tone? Or a not-so-happy tone? Is that what you all mean? Or is it just to make the message looks longer? I cant stand those who add a lot of dots behind their every word or sentence. And some dont only have 3 dots, they use something like 5 dots. Hahahas. No offence to those who do this. But seriously it kind of portray a not very nice tone. Hahahas, so dont add that if you all dont mean to sound unnice okay? Especially when messaging me! Hahahahahas!

I experienced the first zero sales since i entered this company. ): So sad lehs. I dont like having zero sales. Although it's not really my fault, but will still feel like it's my fault de lehs. I kept praying that every one who walked into the store will buy something, but to no avail. ): Ayes, sad. I hope for a better day on wednesday.

Oh and i think there's been quite a number of zero sales lately and i think my boss gng to have no moolah to pay us alr. That's why he's been dragging our pay. ): It's alr the 13th, and i've yet to get my pay! Oh no. ):


When there's no one else,
look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend,
just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength,
that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within.

Finally finished reading one book. I must say James Patterson is a totally fabulous writer! His stories both thrillers and romance are all so captivating. They totally get you turning the pages, wanting to know more. I felt so sad after reading the story. I could picture the whole story in my mind.

Quite a not so good day today. Rained like buckets just now when I was getting to work. And sadly my shoes are totally drenched. ): trying to dry them now. I'm definitely not going to suffer in these wet shoes for the whole day. Lol!

Okay, i've decided that i wont buy from anywhere with bad service and i will be evil and spread word of mouth to whoever i can about that place. Hahahahas.

So this place i've encountered extremely bad service is best denki IMM outlet. Horrible lor. My mum wanted to buy this hot flask but there was no staff nearby to serve at all. They all seem very busy. Then i saw this guy who was serving a customer, then when i see that the customer like thinking over whether he should buy the whatever-that-is product, i thought that oh maybe this staff can like spare me a few seconds and get a new hot flask for me. So i approached and ask if i can get some help, he replied with a 'i'm serving a customer'. WTH. Am i not a customer? Tsk. Pissed me off. Totally walked off without buying, and making a mental note never to purchase from this store ever again. And when i was walking out of the store, there were so many free staff at the camera department chit-chatting away. They ought to do some better staff distribution har.

Sometimes i feel like a kite.
I keep trying to move higher,
but the wind will fail me
and i'll fall.
Time is like the person tugging the string,
allowing me to pick myself up
and move higher again
everything after i fall abit.

Okay, i do realised that the previous font was quite horrible to read. Hahahas, how about this?

Not a very good day today. Overslept till like 1pm when i'm supposed to be out of hse at 11am. Had to rush down to Marina Mandarin to get my F1 pay, and then rush to work. My whole day entered a fast motion mode from the moment i woke up and realised it was 1pm. Got to work 2 hours late. Luckily i changed shift with a colleague today. But 2 hours late means 10 bucks lesser this month! You may think that it's a small amount, but seriously when you're working, it's alot. Hahahas.

Anyways, to sum up today, bad day. ):

Today i finally realised what does srsly stands for alr. Hahahahas! I had always thought that it was supposed to be rly (really) but spelt wrongly. But now i figured out it's seriously. Hahahahas. Okay i'm slow. I'd seen this word for like months and always mistook it as really. But nvm, the meaning is around the same, right? Ha.

So let's see, today was a hectic day. And it's gng to continue to be hectic for the remaining days of the holidays. Went to make a police report with se. Took extremely long. Got so effing bored that i read every single word on all the posters stuck onto the walls within the police station. Hahahas. After that went looking for suppliers. Found this one with really cute and friendly staff! Hahahas. Anyways, i'm on my way to starting a business! Hope these all works well! Support support ehs! Hahahas. *sends a pleading look* Lols! After that, headed down to meritus mandarin to get her pay. They gave her extra 2 free hours! Hahahas. Good la good la. I dont even know if mine will be so good sia. Hope got more! Getting mine tmr. Ahhahas.

So time flew by, and we had to head down to amk to meet the rest for sh's early bdae celebration. Had steamboat. The place was like so so so warm! Me and lt threw everything into the steamboat all at once and got scolded. Hahahahas! Eh how we know? Obviously we're the ones who only know how to eat and dont know that it takes longer to cook if we throw everything in all at once mahs. Hahahahas! Now we know lar!

It was kind of a gathering after quite long. Had some catching up. And idk why the conversation strayed to some other topics which became extremely hilarious. Lols! And i think we were talking so loud that the table behind us must be judging us and forming bad impressions on us alr. Hahahahas! Dinner was really filling. According to mr pan, we did not eat much. I think i ate super alot le lor. My stomache felt as if it's gng to burst anytime and it was shouting 'help! no more food pls!' Hahahaas!

Ahh okay okay, it gng to be a full whole week ahead. Again, i hope tt sales will be good when i'm working! And also with lovely customers! (:

P.S. Anyway is this print difficult to read?

I finally know what i want after all these times. What i actually want is a job that can give me satisfaction. (: Although i dont work alot, and dont earn alot from my work, i really enjoy the whole process! Yes! I am not gng to settle for an office job next time! That is as far as i can lar. Hahahahas!

Ayes, i'm getting old. I can feel it. Hahahahas.
I couldnt get to sleep for the whole of last night! Tossed and turned, tried to stop thinking of things, but so many images just keep flashing past! Arghs. And now i dont feel exactly very tired, but i feel weird. Like light-headed? Is there such word? Hahahaha! But yes my head/brain feels very light now.

Connected is so nice! It's the first movie that i didnt check the time halfway through the movie to see whether it's gng to end soon. It's a all-climax movie, i guess. And seriously some parts are hilarious! Like the car crash part. HAHAHHAHAS! Everyone was like so nervous for the characters in the movie! I think HK movies are good. Hahahas!

I guess i'm still not ready yet. I tried to but that feeling that i dread came back again. I'll try again when i think i'm ready. I guess some questions are better left unanswered. Just like the questions i have now.

ALL SCAMMERS SHOULD GO TO HELL AND SUFFER!!!!!!

I'm so angry over the fact that there're some assholes out there, taking advantage of online shopping to cheat people! They cheat on people's trust in them! These people should suffer a slow terrible and torturous death! Why cant they just be responsible? There are people out there who really want to do business through online shopping and these scammers just make the customers lose trust in online shopping!

And then there're those fraud cases that those sellers are facing, where people are doctoring their receipts using photoshop. Where is the integrity people?

Sighs, although i'm not a victim, i'm extremely angry for those who got cheated. Grr! I hope they managed to track that scammer down and that the police will handle them.

My blog is becoming so so boring.

My sales today was good. (: The boss couldnt believe it as well, he thought i typed wrongly. Hahahahas! Great day!

I'm not sure if everything will work out right, but no harm giving it a try?

Daddy was really hilarious in his response to mum when she said 'wah, a lot of sports cars on the road recently'.

His response: I can remove the top of my van, then also become sports car alr. Somemore, one of a kind in the world.

LOLS! Just imagine that! Hahahas!

Now now, holidays is only left with 2 weeks. TWO! Saddening.

Here's an interesting story i would like to share. It's the story of the 5 balls.

Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling 5 balls. The balls are called work, family, health, friends and integrity. And you're keeping all of them in the air. But one day you finally come to understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other four balls - family, health, friends, integrity - are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered. And once you truly understand the lesson of the five balls, you will have the beginnings of balance in your life.

Interesting eh? (:

Goal of the month - Only spend $100 and save up the rest. 

Omg, i think marriage proposals are so nice! Heee. Was watching some tv show on channel 8 whr they help couples to solve some skin problems or weight problem. And then this guy actually made a very nice photo album for the girl and proposed to her. I actually found tears welling up in my eyes. Hahahas! I hope next time whoever who proposed to me will be like someone super romantic. Hahahaas!!!

Thank god nothing happened. (: PHEW!

I ought to do some serious financial planning. I shall go and calculate how much i spend every month and scare myself. Hahahahas!

I've ran out of things to blog about! ):

How the hell did i make such a mistake? Omg, if anything happens, i'll nv forgive myself. Neither do i think i can ever make up for this dumb mistake. Please, whoever has been blessing me, please continue to help me. Please please please... Omg, i doubt i'll be able to slp tonight, with so many images of the consequences that i might face flashing through my mind. Please let nothing happen.

Tell me have you all been in this kind of situation before? When you've done sth that may lead to consequences that you'll nv be able to face? Omg, idk how. Seriously.


Why is it that you must appear again and again, when that image of you is alr fading, why must you appear yet again? Why cant you treat it as if you didnt see me? Why must you remind me yet again? Why is it that you send my heart throbbing so hard again? Why dont you just disappear?

This is gng to be a more than random random post. Lols.

Developed lots of photos. So nxt thing to do is to find a photo album to house all these photos.

Realised that my hair grew alot in 1 year. Hahahahas! So maybe by next year it'll be a nice length. (:

Nxt, i'm gng to be late for work if i dont leave now.

Lastly, i hope it doesnt rain today. The rain yesterday nearly drowned me. Hahahas! Okay, that's exaggerating. But it really drowned my whole shoe lehs. Lols.