I dont know why i found so much fear inside. I feel so empty. I suddenly hope and need someone there for me. Someone who is always there. I find no one to empty my heart out. I cant even put what i'm feeling inside into words. I feel like crap now. Seriously. Ive been feeling so terrible these days, feeling that the world will just fail on me. Holy crap. So now all i do and enjoy is sleep. Everyday i'll just sleep the moment i reach home. I dont even feel like talking to anyone.

Anyway i'd wanted to go get my PDL today. So i woke up after that 14 hours of sleep and suddenly rmb that i have to drop by BBDC. And then i rmbed that today's a public holiday. So there goes my plan. Maybe monday then. If i can make it? Yea.