Am back again! Finally done with my nutrition assignment! Now left with calculus assignment to study for.

Anyway i was so amazed by myself that after so long, i've finally accepted the fact that you're no longer here and no longer will be. Goodbye for good. Maybe we'll meet again, maybe we'll see each other again few years down the road, but we'll not be the same again. Although you still appear in my mind every now and then, i'm no longer affected that much. I guess it's time.

It's a wonder how things kind of happen for a reason isnt it? We fail a test when we're starting to get complacent. We lose something for good when it's time to let go. We choose to make this decision because we're supposed to. Ha.

Oh and regarding the humans are funny animals part. Dont you think we are all very funny living creatures (Sounds like we're monsters, hahas)? Why must we get back at people when people do something to you? Why must we do things behind people's back? Why must we always compare ourselves to others? Why must we be greedy? Why cant we just live happily? Why must we create sadness or anger for ourselves? We're all weird, period.

My sis just said that she hates me and wished that she didnt have a sister like me. Hmms. Maybe i was selfish. I wasnt a good sister. I didnt help her when she need to. I had to divulge her secrets and make her get scolded. I didnt lend her my things. I push all blames to her. Yes i wasnt a good sister. I was wrong to scream at her when i needed to use the comp when she had to do her homework. I shouldnt have talk back at her when she say she wish she didnt have a sister like me. I should have take my mum's feelings into consideration. She must have been very hurt to hear her daughters screaming at each other telling each other they wish the other wasnt there. I dont have the right to scold her for anything cause i am not much a better person i think. Maybe these are just parts and parcels of life. However, no matter how much i scream at her, how much i show my unwillingness to help her and share my things with her, i do everything like telling my parents about her doings all out of concern and care for her. For fear that she might regret whatever she do now. I'd wanted to help her with her revision for N levels. However much i want to commit myself to teaching her, my schoolwork are already suffocating enough for me, and i cant bring on another responsibility anymore. It's really not that i dont want to.

Oh my i tried my best to crap as much as i can for my nutrition assignment and i'm only at 2 and half page now. Help helpppp! ): Arghs and the aching is not much better today. I had to drag myself out of bed to do this dumb assignment. And i dont think i can hand in the assignment today. Cause i think the current quality kind of sucks. So i shall improve on it after i get back from my nutrition class. Hahahas. Hopefully not everyone will hand in their assignment during tutorial later. Am feeling so lazy to go to school. Oh btw i was shocked by the nutrient intake of mine. Hahahas. The amount of sodium is scary. And i think i seriously lack in calcium. Shall take more yogurt. Yogurt yogurt yogurt. Hahahas.

Off to my cup noodle lunch! So pathetic right, i know. ):

I cant find anything interesting to blog about. Oh! Have have! Remind myself - i want to talk about how funny humans are. Hahahas. Okay tonight if i can tell myself i have confidence in my calculus test tmr i'll blog about that alrights! Hahahas!