samedi 29 août 2009
hello world.
Hello world! I'm back from the battle with exams. It was certainly a torture 6 days. I didnt on my comp for 6 days. Can you believe it? Hahahas. Anyway, i'm very tired to type any longer. Update tmr. Goodnight.
dimanche 23 août 2009
time oh time; friends oh friends.
Time, although you know how precious it is, you’re still wasting it. Or rather shall we put it this way, we’d rather spend our time doing things that we think are much better than what we should be doing. For example, surfing the net instead of studying. Of course studying is better, but surfing the net makes you feel better. Isn’t it? I’m indeed wasting my time. I’ve had 3 and a half days to prepare for the remaining 4 modules exams. But i spent 2 and a half days solely on one. Oh wells, i just cant help it.
Suddenly i miss alot of my friends.
I really cant wait to meet up with many of you after exams! But looking at my schedule after my exams, i guess we’ll have to arrange meetings during my internship! Hahahas. Maddy! Let’s go hiking after exams! And i’m meeting dumbdumb emily just before internship! And meeting 761 right after exams. Who else! Jo, joy and nick! Our food trips!!! And Serene! It’s been a while! And it’s coming to the time of the year that we meet every year!!! Hehh! And Siewhan and Wenying! I havent met SH for quite some months already! And why do i feel that i havent talked to Sinee much for very long! ): We should have our bestie shopping trips and do-nothings afternoons!
I officially slacked from 1pm right till 11pm. (: Now we shall start off our studying time with a shower first! Ha! Goodbye!
jeudi 20 août 2009
Hello. it's really time to concentrate. Things have been happening. I dont want to get involved. But it will all eventually boils down to having part of the blame on me. Why. It doesnt really concern me you know? And i dont know how to solve it either. And how nice, these sort of things ALWAYS happen near my exams. Spell awesome please. Thank you.
mardi 18 août 2009
hello. i am here. hahahas. i on my comp for wenying so i didnt really break my promise. anyway, i digested like 6 topics of fnb at one go and now i feel like my brain is exploding. hahahas. luckily wy came over to watch me study if not i bet i'd be in bed now. HAHAHAHAS. Okay i'm gng to chiong more topics tonight. I hope they go into my brain and stay there till friday. :D
lundi 17 août 2009
we talked bird language.
Updated below (:
Jurong bird park today. It’s been eon years since we all last went there. The whole park seemed small at first but it was really tiring after the whole trip there. I’m going to dedicate this whole post to NG SINEE. And she knows why. :D But i’m going to complete this post maybe later tomorrow. I dont have energy to type anymore. Hahahas. So a photo of the swan first! :D Hokay, it was a pretty great day. (:
Updates
Ha! I couldnt resist updating la. Tsk. I made a promise with myself that i will not blog from tomorrow onwards unless necessary till exams end. Hahahahas! Hmms. Okay just let me complete the 2 posts that i didnt kae. So below are the photos for today. And also i've put up those taken on my last CYA duty. Spot the creepy photo. Hahahas. Oh btw you can click on the image for a larger image.
Last CYA Duty
Okay! Done! Let's see if i'll break my promise. Hello Yingqiu, you really have to start studying for your exams you know? If you dont study, you'll regret. For sure. And you wont know when you'll be able to study again. And it's just 2 weeks. It's going to be over in a gist. So bear with it. :D
Hahahas, sorry, bear with the self-motivating. I really need that. My mind is really not in the i-dont-have-anymore-time mode. I have to brainwash it abit. Okay right now i've to sleep. Driving tmr. Goodnight.
dimanche 16 août 2009
we lost calories through camwhoring.
So i finally looked at the photos we took ytd and it amounted to a total of 167 photos, not counting those in the other 5 cameras. Just imagine that. Hahahas. And after filtering all the spiritual ones out ( i dont know why my camera like to take alot of blurry photos ytd), what’s left were the 50 plus ones. Hahahas. And i had to edit them one by one as the lighting was too dark. I kept comparing the before and after and like wow, what a big difference. I think i am having some language problem now as i think i am typing in horrible english. So spare me. Hahahas.
Anyway second attempt to study failed horribly. Oh btw i booked my driving test alr. 14.11.2009, 11am. I am so scared already.
samedi 15 août 2009
Okay since ive got 6 minutes i shall blog. Just got back from Reen's house like 50 minutes ago? I was so tired today as i'd MJ session over at Chel's ytd night. We did sleep but still at a very unearthly 4am. So when i came home from school today i slept and i had this urge of skipping the thurs crew outing at Reen's. But i still dragged myself there and i so did not regret it. :D We had an awesome time camwhoring and losing calories at the same time. Hahahahas. And now i'm afraid to insert my memory card into my comp as i'm afraid the amount of photos will crash my comp. Okay i'm so exaggerating. Maybe i'll do it tomorrow. Hahahas. So tired now. Waiting for the time to bathe.
Messenger is being such an ass recently. It keep having problem and has to be closed. So that explains why i'm not online. And i think my comp is facing an aging period and going to join the aging population soon. Am contemplating on whether to format my comp. Should i? That will means that i've to reinstall everything. 1 more minute!
I should start to study. Yes i should. Everyone around me are studying and this is pressurizing. Seriously. :S Anyway why isnt lodging coursework grades uploaded on ole! ): And yes i've to check if 14.11 is available for booking of my driving test. Please give me that slot. Hokay, it's exactly 12 now and i'm gng to bathe.
Wont be back. Goodnight.
vendredi 14 août 2009
I dont see any reason why not.
And your reason dont make any sense.
mercredi 12 août 2009
i am alone at the crossroads.
All the coursework grades i received by now are all not really great. Except for Calculus. MICE and FnB are both Bs. Not even a +. Damn. It's already the last semester. Now i should really study for nutrition again. Yes AGAIN. No class today. Except for driving. Turnings and turnings again. I hope i can master them. :D
Boring boring boring. It's so boring facing science terms. Thiamin Riboflavin Niacin Biotin Pantothenic Acid Vitamin B6 Folate Vitamin B12 Vitamin C. You tell me who invented these words! Why make it so chim! Anyway this paragraph is currently updated at 4.44PM. I woke up at an amazing 1pm slacked till 3pm and went back to sleep. Whoosh. And now i've only studied till page 7 of my first topic of notes and i've to go bathe and then go for driving already! Hahahas. Just checked the available test date for driving test and i missed the one i was supposed to book already! Damn. ): It's already at the second week of Nov. And i've not enough credit in my account to book from home. And there wasnt one session with saturday available. I should start to check EVERYDAY and get my ass down to BBDC to top up the account. Okay i shall continue after my driving lesson. So much for my mugging day at home. Hoho. Say good luck to me. Thanks.
I thought that from this heartache I could escape.
But i fronted long enough to know
There aint no way and today
I'm officially missing you.
mardi 11 août 2009
fly and soar high; to where you belong.
Reach high for the sky’s the only limit.
One photo for now first. I’ve like quite a number of photos from today’s last CYA duty and one that’s really creepy. :S Anyway today was awesome. :D
lundi 10 août 2009
in the pain; is there healing
So i had nothing to do. And i saw the mess in my room again and pluck up the courage to clear it. So that i can prepare for exams in peace. Hahahas. And throughout the clearing up process i found many things. Many interesting things and i shall share with all of you. It’s your honour! Hahahas!
Halfway through, i found that i trapped myself with this mess in front of me
and this behind me.
This is after transformation. Hahahahas. Just look at how neat it is now. Seriously i threw so many magazines and handphone boxes out. Hahahas.
And remember this? I posted it a few days ago and said that i didnt feel like clearing it. You can see notes, plastic bags, clothes. Everything and anything here.
And look at how it is now! Tadah! Anyway, all those beyond the black bags are to be thrown out tomorrow. Hahahas. Seriously, they serve no purpose anymore. I keep them there but havent touch them for like ages. So out you go.
And now remember this again? I cleared it a few days ago right?
It’s become like that now. HAHAHAHAHAS. Er they’re all my notes and they need sorting out. And right now it’s alr 1.30am. If i continue to sort somemore i dont think there’ll be any end to this. Hahahas.
These are where i keep all the cards, notes, and everything that i want to keep as memories all neatly sort out into boxes. And i found my last birthday card. Hahahas. And i read them again and realised that kahhwee didnt write in the card. And meiyi’s note was funny. Hahahas. And of course not forgetting my cute little lion being squeezed into a small box. Hahahas.
This is damn old school. Hahahas. My discman which i think i got in primary 3 if i didnt remember wrongly. And guess what it’s still working hokay! Amazing isnt it. I cant bear to chuck it. So back into the box it goes. :D
My old SPOILT camera. Olympus sucks. Hahahahas. And look at how fat it was. I felt like i was holding a toy when i took it out. Anyway i found the memory cards to this camera and just randomly plug it into my lappie. And i found some photos which were taken ages ago.
Here you go! All the secondary school times photos and even the BKK photos back in 2006!
Hahahahas omg i miss that guava from bkk! And the awesome chestnut. Heh, so going to have them when i’m back there in Sept! Cant wait! And yes i know i look damn funny in some photos. But dont laugh too hard hokay! And the prom photos! Hahahahas! And my room was as messy in the past. Hahahahas! Look at the photo of Sinee and Seowli! Hahahas. I think sinee’s expression is so funny. And that’s my niece in the second last photo. I cant recognise which niece is it though! I cant find any resemblance from this baby photo in any one of them! And and the last photo! HAHAHHAAHAHAHAS! Just look at my sis! It’s like so long ago can! My dad still looks the same, except he’s without his spects! My mama’s hair is no longer like that! The power of hair dye has made her look younger these days. Hahahas.
Okay that’s about all for all that i’ve packed out! I still have a few cabinets! And i bet i can find more stuff! Just wait till i have the time to clear them out! Hahahahas! I have to make space for more stuff you see. And my wardrobe has turned into a disaster as well. Hahahas. I want a new and bigger wardrobe! But first i think i’ve got to clear my room first. Hahahas. I’m thinking of revamping my room. Heh. :D And i always have this thought after visiting IKEA. Oh how can i forget the photo of my new RED laptop table! Hahahahas! HERE! Adding on to my red collection of red mouse, red HDD, red ipod cover. :D
Okay this is such a long post. Thank you for scrolling till here. Hahahas. I enjoy the result of the clearing up. Hahahas. Last CYA duty tomorrow. I dont know to be sad or happy. Hahahas. And i have not started on my nutrition test revision. That spells trouble. And guess what i dont even have the complete set of notes. How awesome is that. I shall go and wash up and sleep for now first. Hahahas. Goodnight all! Happy holiday tmr!
dimanche 9 août 2009
red and white.
National day is ending soon. In like less than 3 hours. Lols. Right now i'm watching Singapore Idol and laugh my ass off. Some of the contestants are like depriving of attention? Kind of disgusted by some. Like the self-proclaimed avril lavinge, the guy who dressed up as some weird looking creature, the current nerdy looking guy which i seriously dont know what he's trying to portray. Seriously. These people seriously dont know their limits. Just stay at home and sing in your bathroom.
And and there was National Day Parade just now. I think the lion dance was funny. It was really lion DANCE. Hahahahas. Like suddenly the lions which are supposed to have a more scary front is gone and the gentle side of them come out. With the lions dancing. Hahahas.
Went to IKEA Tampines this afternoon. Bought this laptop table in RED. Hehh. Nice! And i carried it all the way from the east to the west on public transport. All thanks to my mum's brilliant idea of wanting to go to the Tampines outlet cause it's supposedly bigger. And i assembled the table myself. So proud of myself. :D Maybe i'll post a photo of it later. Hahahahas. For now i'm gng back to laughing at the bhb contestants on Singapore Idol.
Why is there no one online to talk to? ): I'm so bored now! I think everyone's went to watch fireworks. without me. ): Friends come online to talk to me please? ):
I've finished watching the available videos of Hell's kitchen season 6 already. ):
My neck is going to break anytime. Seriously. But i cant find the cause of this neck pain. It's not that kind of you didnt get proper sleep pain. It's like a sprain. I think it's highly possible that i got it from roller blading ytd. And hell yea, i fell right at the start before i even start to blade. Getting down to proper land from the blading shop was er a torture. The grassy area was elevated so i just kept rolling down. HAHAHAS. And then THUD i fell hard on my butt and i could hear people behind me saying wow that must be damn painful. So i guess yea it was really loud. Damn, i always have to embarrass myself in the public. And then the second and last time i fell was when me and jo were too engrossed in talking and then i did a half split. Hahahas. I practically laugh my way through. But yea right now i've to think of how to ease the pain on my neck. ):
And i really have to go bathe.
Oh yea Happy Birthday SINGAPORE! Hahahas, see i'm so patriotic. :D
samedi 8 août 2009
Mess mess mess; who’s gonna clear this up for me
Presenting to you my messy side of the room. Hehh. So i heed joy poh’s advice and tried clearing up the mess today! Hahahaahas. And just look at the difference! HAHAHAS. I cleared them within minutes! Cause i just dumped most of the things into the bin. I didnt realise there were so much rubbish on my table. They just kept piling up. So yea below are the before and after photos. Hahahhas!
And there’s still another pile of mess which i totally dont feel like touching it right now. Maybe tonight or tmr. Hahahahas. Omg, i am omg-ing at myself. Hahahahas.
vendredi 7 août 2009
walk that walk.
Just one photo to round up the whole of Wednesday night. Hahahas. Had Manhattan’s which made me so full. I didnt even finish half of what i had. And then off to Attica for a supposedly flea market which was pathetic. Firstly because with the clubbing kind of lighting you cant even see the colour of the clothes, dont even talk about the design. And secondly the club was really small and the stalls there were really limited. Hahahas. Okay that’s all. :D
Ive got to prepare to go to school alr. I dont feel like preparing for school. LOLS. ):
i want my money back i want my money back i want my money back
Ah, the reason why i'm still not sleeping is that when the idea of sleeping steps into my mind, i get a headache. And also my class is at 2pm tmr. So yea. And my tummy feels weird. Like a washing machine? Tumbling here and there. Hahahhaas. I've been blog hopping for the past 1 hour or so and i realise that there are many out there who are very fortunate. Like having rich parents who dote on them like no tomorrow. Damn. I know i should be contented with my life. I should be contented with my parents allowing me to go overseas with my friends. Actually it's my dad. Hahahas. Mummy didnt agree to the idea but oh well daddy just said oh go ahead, just take care of yourself yea? Although i know that the financial status at home now isnt as good, i know that my dad will try his very best to give me whatever i want. Like paying for my driving lessons. Whenever i said i'm gng to eat out, he'll ask if i have enough money. Whenever we are not home before them, he'll call and asking oh where did you go? are you coming back for dinner? why are you staying out late every night? i havent been seeing you for a long time. Although many of you may think that your parents' nagging are really irritating, i think otherwise. If one day they stop nagging at me, i'd be so uncomfortable and unhappy. Because i'll feel not being cared for. And my mummy, although she's always raising her voice when she doesnt have the intention to scold anyone (er, she's just like that), i still find the way that she tries to find topic to talk to me about cute and heart-warming. She'll sit down beside me after dinner on the couch and just come out with anything random, or just ask about school or what-so-ever. And thinking back, i realise that my parents have never opposed to me doing something. Like no matter what they'll try to agree. They give me the freedom, knowing that i'll know the limits. And yes i do know not to take things for granted. I do know what i should or should not be doing. Oh and i especially love how they'd call back every single morning without fail to wake us up for school. Even though they always say set your alarm in case we forget. we're very busy at that time. But you know what? They never forget. Hahahas, wow, i've typed one whole chunk on my parents. Anw, i just want to say that i love my mummy and daddy! Heh. :D
And yes i should go to sleep. :D
Oh i just did facebook quizzes again. However much i find that they're lame, i still like doing them. Hahahas.
This is the what girl are you from which girly movie.
Your Result: Bridget Jones for Bridget Jones’s Diary (Renée Zellweger)
You are too great for words yet so simple to describe sometimes. You are the girl that secretly everyone is waiting to see and what you crazy life step you are coming out with next. They secretly love your flawed ambitions and quirky style. No one else can do it like you! You are very special to that one man that you may or may have not found yet and he utterly completes you to the most highest. Not that you were not okay on your own…but is it nice to have someone to laugh with even though you are such a great sport being able to laugh at yourself. Go out there and have fun with whatever you do; it is what you have always been great at.
This is the what's your dream proposal. (Anw i wouldnt want them to announce it at a sports game! Hahahas)
Your Result: Fun & Modern
you want your proposal to be sexy and modern maybe have them anouce it at a sports game or have it trail behind a plane in the sky you want to feel comfortable with your surroundings when the question is asked but you want your lover to have put a little thought into it.
This is the what kind of princess are you.
Your Result: Snotty Princess
You are very beautiful. You love yourself, your money, and your prized posessions. You have many friends, but your not sure they like you for who you are. You tell people what to do and you don't treat people how you wanted to be treated.
This is the which quote is the quote for you. (I dont exactly agree with the former.)
Your Result: Life is too short to be anything but happy.
You live life with NO regrets. You are always happy and hardly anything brings you down. You always are helping out your friends with their problems. You avoid anything that could get in the way of your happiness but sometimes you just can't.
The last one was pretty lame so i dont bother copying the results over. Hahahas. And i found one on what type of ham are you. LIKE HAR?!?!?! Hahahas. I shall do it to see what is it exactly. HAHAHHAS! hahahahas, okay the whole quiz is damn lame. i bet the person who created it had nothing to do. The questions are like what colour is ham? Would you like to manufacture ham? What is your favourite food? (4 out of the 5 options are ham). Like wthhh??? I decided not to do it anymore. Hahahas.
I read this article in TIMES magazine the other day and it was about swearing or rather saying the 'F' word will relieve physical pain and stress. So in a way, it's saying that swearing do have its good side. BUT, it also mentioned that swearing too much will make this 'benefit' of swearing gone. Like cause you'll be immune to it. Hahahahas. So think twice before you spurt out the word so you dont get immune to it. LOLS. Oh and they say that the tendency of woman in labour to say the word is higher. Interesting. And this actually works better on woman than men.
jeudi 6 août 2009
Is there anyone out there; it's getting harder and harder to breathe
I'm feeling sick ): so I decided to give my nutrition class a miss. Since I haven use my annual leave. I woke up in the middle of the night last night feeling like my whole stomach would come out of my mouth anytime. Horrible but luckily I did not puke. Am wondering if it's the rum from ytd doing its job. Grrs. Oh and I stupidly set my alarm to 8am when my driving lesson was at 8am. Ha, how clever. But still driving wasn't good today. I'm bad at my turns. ): okay I should nap now and maybe start revising for my nutrition test nxt week. It's scary how so many people are starting to study for end sem test alr. S: okay update more maybe later. Goodbye.
Ha! I'm back! I just had a total of 13 hours of sleep. :D Now i'm having a headache from too much sleep. Awesome. I wanted to type something but i forgot. Oh btw i want to plant sunflowers. Joy Poh! I want sunflower seeds lehs! I think studying for nutrition tonight is impossible cause i just realise i still have calculus tutorial to do. Yawns. I bet it'll be difficult to sleep tonight.
mardi 4 août 2009
I foresee that the whole right side of my body will be paralysed tomorrow. ): all due to the strenous badminton session today! And guess what, I didn't know how to play badminton before today. Although I'm not much better now, I still managed to hit some of the shots back hokay! Er wait, is shots the right word to use? I thought of using balls but doesn't sound right! Hahaas. Forgetabout finding the right word, you all get the idea yea? I'm feeling so lazy to even on my comp so I'm like blogging on my iPod. Hahahas.
what does the future holds?
I just finished my high-sodium dinner. Please note that the time now is 1.06am. Hahahaha. And why high-sodium? Cause i just took whatever i found in the house and mix them tgt to form my dinner. I had dried maggi mee, hotdogs, and braised duck meat. You get what i mean now? Oh and yogurt. :D Didnt have time for dinner before CYA just now so i just had some puffs and rolls from Polar puffs which have obviously digested by the time i reach home. No, on the way home. I should get my ass off this chair and make my way to the bathroom for a shower now. If not i'll prove sinee right by not being able to wake up for lecture tmr. Hokay, bye!
I dont know how the future will be like. I dont know what i want to do. I dont know what path i want to take. I dont know if what i'm doing now is really what i want. Many seem to have pathed out their life. Knowing where to go next. What to study next. But for me, it's all still like a whirlpool, swirling round and round.
lundi 3 août 2009
letting you go the way i did.
Oh what and ungodly time to say that ive just finished my script for LOS presentation. And guess how long i took to write it? I think i started at ard 10pm. And time check now 2.18am. That was 4 hours! Hokay, i can see all your jaws dropping. I'm amazed by myself too. Ayes there was just too much distractions. Ha.
What am i to do when you still give me such a feeling when we talk? I thought you could be replaced. I thought i could do away with thinking of you. I thought i could just scold myself for still thinking of you despite all the things you did. I thought i thought i thought. But just one small gesture from you make all these thoughts just self-denial of mine. You just have no idea.
dimanche 2 août 2009
learning to keep and let go.
It's a sunday and i'm sitting home doing nothing. Could have went to the flea markets at St. James and Zouk. But oh well, let's save money and sit at home to work on those tummies that look like tyres. Hahahahas! I feel like i just woke up and it's already 4pm. I'm going to watch my sister's keeper now. It's such a sad movie. ):
Okay i finally finished watching My sister's keeper. It's just a 90 mins movie but i took like 2-3 hours? HAHAHAHAS! All because it kept hanging on me. Damn.
This movie showed how a mother would go all the way out to save her daughter's life but all along did not realise that actually her daughter was in pain having to stay alive all along. It's just so sad. And how her sister who is supposed to be born to save her, actually helped her by ending her life in the end. So how far can love go? And chosen between saving that person so that he/she will stay by your side but it's painful for him/her and letting this person go, which will you choose?
Kite flying the other day let me realise that it's just like life isnt it. We must know when to tug at the string , and when to let it go so that it can fly higher. I didnt know how to, which is why i failed miserably at kite-flying and also in life. But one day, i'll learn how to.
samedi 1 août 2009
fly kite fly kite.
I'm a loser who cant fly kite. Hahahahas. Today's kite-flying was a great success, not. Even an octopus which doesnt belong to the sky could fly. But my eagle just wont fly. No matter how well i treat it, it'll just give me some hope by hanging in there for say 30 seconds and then come head down within 3 seconds. Hahahahas. Anyway, we've decided that we shall go kite-flying every week till we become kite-flying masters. :D Forgot to bring my camera out today. All photos with sh.
I'm trying, trying hard. To figure out where i've went wrong.
Anw L4D is such a scary game can? I just tried playing it and am scared to shit. Dont understand why everyone is addicted to it. :S
I finally found out what fml means. Lols. And i went to the website to read. Interesting and funny. Hahahahas. Just the right kind of thing to cure my boredom.
