the wait.
Hi all, it's the first day of CNY going to the second. How's it been for all of you? It's been a rather boring one for me. All the usual visits to relatives' houses. All the usual questions asked. The 'oh man, when are they ever going to finish talking and leave' thought. And the 'silent hooray we say to ourselves when someone says, okay let's go!'. It's always an adults talk, children stone session. Unless you're really close with your cousins or uncles and aunties. But that's of course not my case. Hahahas.
I have a thought. What does waiting mean to you all? Does it bring about a happy, sad, painful, torturous or anticipating feeling? There are many times in our lives that we've got to wait. Are you patient most of the times? And if you are, what is it that keeps you willing to wait? Is it that hope that you hold or imagine existing? Or is it the denial of what's not coming? That feeling of if I stop waiting, what if whatever I'm waiting for comes? That fear of the feeling of regret. Maybe. Just a thought.
Oh and how's Valentine's for everyone! How I wish everyone can share the happenings of their 2010 Valentine's with me! I'd love to hear. (: So yea, friends, do share with me kae! Hee.
I'm feeling rather tired right now, but I still feel like watching an episode of Autumn's Concerto. Tomorrow's going to be a day of many guests. With the house filled, with people talking loudly to be heard. Oh did I mention before that I think the gene of talking loudly runs in my mum's family? Hahahas. This was what I noticed whenever all my aunts and uncles gather at my grandma's house for a meal. It will never be a peaceful meal. Because they dont talk, they shout. Hahahas. It's not the kind of angry shout, it's normal talk to them, but they just dont really know that they're speaking louder than normal, or ear-peace volume. Yea. SO sitting at the same table with them talking can give you a major headache. That was what I had during reunion dinner the other day. Hahahas.
Sometimes, I find that I like to read too much into things. It has its good or bad side. But I'd rather I dont read that much into things. Hahahas.
Are there times when you're thinking of something and then it just happens at that moment in time? Amazing feeling isnt it?
Oh the amount of second-hand smoke I take in everyday is a killer. I think my life will get shorter because of the amount of second-hand smoke in me.
I realised that all my entries are like damn messy. This blog really live up to its name of more than random randomness har! :D Cause I simply type whatever comes to my mind. Sometimes after I publish a post, another thought just comes and I'll go back to the post and edit it again. You have no idea how many times I edit the post at times. Hahahas.
Okay goodnight everyone! Hope all your money-earning visits were great! Cheers! :D