Have you ever said something and regret it the very next moment? Have you ever felt like it's all your fault when actually no one is blaming you? And you start to say people are blaming you? Whatever. Some people just dont know what they are doing. If you want to prove something, show it using actions, not words. Because words dont get you trust. It was your actions that broke the trust and they still are doing the same. So if trust is what you want, show that you are bloody worth it. Those words just seems like words. Fk, I dont like seeing the disappointment you have caused. Now you get whatever shit you wanted but you dont know how people are feeling because of what you did. Use your bloody brain and open your eyes.