One day, I'm going to get so tired of this. It's happened one too many times. I think I'm gonna leave it all up to you from now on. I am already getting tired. The more I think, the more tired I get. The more I try, the more disappointed I get. Why do I feel like I am losing myself in the process? I dont even know where I stand. Or do I even have a stand. Sometimes, I get so frustrated I just want to vent all my anger out. But damn, the heart goes all soft when the apologies come flooding in. So whatever, it's all up to you now. Really.