somehow we have to make a decision in the end.
You know the feeling that feels like you dont know if you really want it or not? That in-between feeling?
MBS just called me and I decided that I shall give it a try by asking them if they can make arrangement for the month of April. Since from May to end June I wont be having French class. Cause thinking of it, I dont want to give up French class for work la. So yea, if they cant make arrangement then I wont be able to take up the job and I shall then look for other jobs. That's the plan.
Now I feel sian to go down for the on-site visit for the event job today. Hahahahas. Oh man.
Sometimes maybe when we change our mindset, our perspective to something, we might be happier.
I like to sleep. Sleep puts off thoughts momentarily. But sometimes, just sometimes, these thoughts are so scary, they creep into our dreams too.