Here's the group where friendship runs over a decade! And the peeps that never fail in making any gatherings filled with laughter.

I'm finally going for a movie tmr!!! :D Date Night! A date with Jo and Joy! :D Popcorns!

Then perhaps to the airport to send a friend off.

Perhaps I only had myself to blame. So forget it.

And somehow the very first person that came to my mind was you. There were so many limitations. Sometimes I just wonder, if a better someone is to come along one day, will I finally stop waiting.

And I'm dying for some of these now. Hahahahas.

My stomach has been a total bitch to me since last night. Was thinking that it'd get better this morning but obviously not. So I called in for a day off from work. And continue sleeping in till 2 plus. Lols. It then dawned on me that a day at home isnt really that great, apart from getting to watch all my videos. I guess what I really dislike about working life is that I can no longer have the freedom of time to hang out with all my friends as much. ):

Right now, I'm missing banana prata alot. ):

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

I woke up this morning feeling so damn pissed. I was so angry I wanted to smash everything within sight. Seriously, it was to that extent. 2 years ago on this exact day, I thought everything was finally working my way. But no. And 2 years later, I am thinking about how fucked up my life is right now. Wouldnt say in all aspects, but certain. Through all these, I realised how patient I can get, how far I can go. But there is a limit to all these. I'm not sure for how many more times I can withstand this. If this is punishment of any sort, for whatever wrong I've done, then seriously it's enough. I can literally feel myself crumbling. And then I think about how sucky is it to be me.

To you my friend, I totally understand how you're feeling. I do hope that the sentence 'Things will turn for the better' will help. Even if it doesnt chase away all those thoughts, it does help a little sometimes. I will pray for you to be safe and for you to be able to pursue the life that you've planned out for yourself. For the time being, please smile. :D

When I'm in bad moods, retail therapy makes me feel so good. Especially when I spend alot. But luckily for today, I stopped myself before damage is done.

I got stuck in a jam for 2 hours just now. All hungry and cold. Total misery. The bus moved at a speed that even walking is faster. And all the wild thoughts that ran in my mind made the misery even worse.

Anyway, on a lighter note, pay is in. I'm slightly richer. Hahahas. And I already feel like getting a new watch. Lols. Saw this gorgeous CK one that's going to be on Mother's Day Sale. Still contemplating on it.

Sometimes, I guess just believing aint enough.

It takes just one person that matters to determine everything.

Looks like HIMYM only cheered me up temporarily. Perhaps sleeping it off is better yea?

No BKT again tday. ): It always have to rain at 6pm. Rahs! And it's not the drizzle kind of rain, it's those dinosaurs and elephants kind of rain lehs. Always drenching my poor shoes. ): I'm getting rather tired of working life. Like my life is super mundane. I know I complain when I have nothing to do, and I complain when I have something to do too. Lols. But like what Joy says, at least now I have input. Not just output. Lols. Oh wells. Something to look forward to will be PAYDAY which is tomorrow! Muhahahas. Only one week plus of pay but better than nothing! :D

I'm amazed at the rate Jay Chou's concert tickets are selling at. Within 11 minutes, they're all sold out. Omg man. I bet some crazy fans who already got the tickets to one day were still greedy and bought the second day's tickets as well. Not that I want to go, but they should give others a chance isnt it?

French classes for this semester has officially ended. Going to stop for 1 semester and continue in end June. :D

Weekend is finally coming again! It's so scary how every week just flies past. Soon, uni is going to come. I so dont want that. I have this rather great temptation to have one month to myself to travel. Arghs, but that wont happen lehs. ): Looking at how everyone is mugging for their papers scares me. For the next 3-4 years, I'll be leading that kind of life again. ):

Everyone judges. Judging is like a life hobby. I think that no matter how good or kind a person you are, you will judge in one way or another. Even best friends will judge, even lovers will judge, sometimes family judge too. But to me, I feel it's how you react to your judgement that matters.

I'm quitting prata for the time being. Hahahahaas! I've been having prata three times in a week! Upper Thomson, Simpang Bedok and again yesterday at Casuarina Road. I think the one at Casuarina Road is the best! The banana prata is awesome! And it's cheap there too. :D But really damn fattening to keep having prata la.

Went for Swensen's ice cream after prata yesterday. Okay, please dont tell me about the calories especially at 1230am. Lols.

Went driving tday, drove to Kranji end. The scenery there is nice!!! There's this road which is used as a runway for planes last time. The whole place didnt feel like Singapore la. Hahahas. I think driving on roads where there is hardly any cars is shiokness. But my dad doesnt allow me to go over the speed limits. I think he's scared. Hahahas. And I feel so pressurized when people drive damn close behind me. Oh and parking is starting to be horrible. Hahahhas.

If you have can only choose one, would you choose handsome face or hot bod? Hahahahas. Now that's not a choice between money and looks anymore. Btw, this is just a random question. Doesnt mean anything. Hahahahas.

so freaking boring. a saturday night with nothing much to do. i want to watch movieeeee.

Should i go Korea in July instead? Why does it seem like there are so few choices of destinations? Europe is out for now due to the volcanic ashes and also the French having their vacations in July and August. Taiwan is out due to typhoons. Japan not this year. Australia, would like to go with the girls instead to go find kok. Where else?!?!! I was thinking of Dubai lehs! But ar, idk what to do there sia. Lols.

Tday was such a weird day. My book just grew legs and walked away from me. It really disappeared! I was quite certain I place it at that spot. Even my colleague said he saw it there. But we searched high and low and couldnt find a trace of it. Hmms.

Work is getting more fun as I start to know the people there more. Every one is so helpful, constantly teaching me things. (: I just hate the morning waking up part of every day and the fact that I cant go shopping in the day. And the jams I have to get through to get home. And worrying that I'd have to stand my whole way home.

Everyday I go by the BKT stall at Clarke Quay and I crave for it. Miss NSE, please go there and eat with me lehs!

Arghs, I scalded my tongue with starbucks coffee tday. ):

Just did some personality test and below are the results. Lols. The disfavored careers section is so accurate. Those are the occupations that you'll never see me step foot into. But the favored careers, I dont really see myself as a social worker, kindergarden teacher or nurse or pediatrician. Human resource as well. Lols. Hmms.

ESFJ

does not like being alone, thinks life has purpose/meaning, organized, values organized religion, outgoing, social, does not like strange people/things - likely intolerant of differences, open, easy to read, dislikes science fiction, values relationships and families over intellectual pursuits, group oriented, follows the rules, affectionate, planner, regular, orderly, clean, finisher, religious, consults others before acting, content, positive, loves getting massages, complimentary, dutiful, loving, considerate, altruistic

favored careers:

wedding planner, social worker, pediatrician, public health employee, kindergarten teacher, business consultant, nurse, human resources manager, office manager, executive assistant, public relations specialist, medical employee, human resources, office worker, social services, child care worker

disfavored careers:

artist, author, filmmaker, philosopher, video editor, musician, poet, tattoo artist, game designer, philosophy professor, international spy, film director, astronaut, art curator, scientist, computer consultant, cartoonist, graphics designer

I feel so blessed that all my customers are so understanding. (: Cause processing time for things sometimes take quite long, especially since I'm new, so I normally triple check everything. And sometimes it's due to the slow receipt printer. It's like S.L.O.W. Hahahas. Also, I'm still not too sure regarding the membership stuff. Tday I sat beside the uncle colleague. He was very nice to keep giving me all the special scenarios and telling me how to deal with all these. There was this member who wanted to renew his m/ship for 3 years, so this colleague of mine took me through the process, guiding me step by step. It took quite a while so I apologised to the member for making him wait. And then he said it's okay and asked me if I was new. Hahhaas. Then after everything he told me it isnt that hard isnt it? And gave me such a big smile it brightened up my day! :D So patient and understanding. It's always these kind of customers that make customer service fulfilling.

Oh and today someone from the office came to me and introduced himself as Hanson. The first sound of it sound like handsome and I looked at him and cant help but wanted to laugh. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAS! Omg, I'm so evil.

My documents are late for submission for application of financial aid for NUS. But I'm going to try submitting anyway.

My mama told me that there will be typhoons in Taiwan in July and August. But my cousin said Taipei wont be affected. Hopefully, if not really sian ttm. Really hoping to go end of July. Dont think I'll take leave in June to go. I just feel irresponsible. So yea, no.

Hello people, please date me out at night after my work. I'm dying of routines. Thanks!

Interesting fact I read from somewhere - when you start to cry and your first drop of tears is from your right eye, it means that it's tears of happiness. And if it's from the left eye, it's from pain.

Interesting to know yea?

Work - I feel so lucky that I've not have had any difficult or nasty customers. Today, my customer heard another customer scolding a new staff. So he told me, 'see, you're so lucky to be serving me! if not you'll have got scolded.' And yes I feel lucky. :D

Why does it seem to long since I last enjoyed myself doing something that is not work??? Okay, maybe saturday can be counted as a day i enjoyed myself. But not that much la. Went for pool session at like 1am. With 2 pros. Which showed how lousy I was. Even my friend couldnt stand watching anymore. Hahahas. Went for prata at Upper Thomson at 4am. Lols. Actually there was prata just opposite the pool centre at Bukit Timah, but my passing comment of the prata at Upper Thomson like quite nice ar led us there. Hahahas. And the best thing is that we all live so near and my nice friend can always send all of us home. :D And then homed at 5am to sleep. Hahahas.

Sunday I just slept and went out for a while to get work pants. I think my weekends now are pathetically short. ):

Anyway, I think everyone at work are very nice to me. All so helpful. (: Except for some people who makes me feel dumb. Hmph.

every minute's like an hour

every hour's like a day

every day lasts forever

but what else am i going to do

WHY CANT I WATCH MY HIMYM SEASON 4?!?! ALL THE FILES ARE DAMAGED! ULTIMATE ):

I dont understand and like the fact that now korean bands are driving so many people crazy now. Hahahas. What's so nice about them? Seriously.

Apologizing doesnt mean you are wrong and the other person is right; it just means you value your relationship more than your ego. I agree with this sentence.

Watched Hairspray on Channel 5 just now. It's such a cheerful show! And Zac efron is effing hot in there. Muhahahaas.

I WANT MY HIMYM SEASON 4!!!!

People go TGIF, from now on, I can only go TGIS. Lols. Slept my whole afternoon away after coming home from work. So tired it felt like night time.

From now on, as my everyday is pretty routined, I have nothing to blog abt. Everyday I go to work praying that I wont get nasty customers. There was this man who was so nasty tday. But luckily I didnt get him. Thank goodness. He sat there and talked to my colleague for damn damn long.

Working life kind of sucks. Now I cant even go out as and when I like. ): If I want to go out at night, I have to take into consideration the fact that I have to work the nxt morning so I cant go home too late. Boohoo. But at least moolah is coming in. Trying very hard to comfort myself. Lols. The fact that 20% of my pay will go to CPF is still getting to me. Means less money for my holiday trips for now. Yea, maybe I will appreciate it in the future. But the keyword here is future yea?

So shag from sitting there and watching people work the whole day. Oh man, I cant wait to start being able to do things. But I dont like the feeling of helplessness when you're unfamiliar with things and am just not sure whatever you say is right. Hahahhaas. Anyway my job is customer service la. Seems like I just cant get away from it. Lols.

Although the hope has diminished to such a low level, I'm still always secretly wishing.

i am so so so shag now. starting work tmr. the thought of having to reach tiong by 745 and having to squeeze in the damn train is so putting me off! and today so many people bring me good news! Jo passed her driving, maddy got confirmed in SIA! :D:D:D so happy for them! Congrats to them too! :D

I aim to sleep by 12am tday.

Sometimes it's funny how people who know the least, have the most to say.

I'm too tired to type anymore. Gonna watch an episode of Grey's then off to slumberland. Nights!

I would say When in Rome is a great movie! Not overrated definitely. (: And so much better than Alice in Wonderland and Dear John. Lols. It was yet another lazy day out. Was so reluctant to wake up in the morning though. And stayed out all the way till night.

Going to start work coming Wednesday. Hopefully it's good yea? So here's when the money is gonna come flowing in already. And then my Taiwan trip can come trueeee. :D

I really dont have much to blog about lately.

So recently, I seem to be baking alot. Hahahas. As you can see from above, yesterday's cupcakes turned out good. (:

Tday's birthday surprise for py was a success too! (: She loved everything except for the blindfolding part. Hahahas. Yea, I know it totally sucked. And yes she is quite clever to keep guessing the place we're going right. Lols. But her logic was funny. She told us it was sentosa because the sun was shining from a particular side. Hahahas! But well, it was a great day. (:

It's been so many days of late nights and now I'm feeling particularly tired. I dont want to go out for the weekend alr. I'm going to rot at home through the weekend.

Oh you know I realise actually I know quite a bit about cars. Lols. Like more than most girls do. I dont know why either. But I think I do have some kind of interest in them. (: Hahahahas.

Do you all believe in karma? I think I do. Hahahaas. I shouldnt say people are ugly from now onwards. Sucks to be. Arghs.

Baking was a success tday! With the help of wangahyi and jojo! :D It was such a tiring day. I woke up at 8.30am when I'm supposed to be leaving hse at 8.30am. Hahahhaas. Shall post picture tomorrow.

Met up with Jo, Joy and Nick for our long awaited trip to a pinch of salt at Tanjong Katong area. That area is ulu ttm. And I realise we always go to these kind of rather inaccessible places to find food. Lols. Food there was okay only. I guess with a pinch of salt, they really do only put a pinch of salt. So things were rather bland. But service was good. Although their service staff dont seem to understand much english.

Went to satisfy Jo's craving for ice after that. Settled for this snow ice shop at Katong. The macha one is seriously bitter la. Jo loves it. I prefer the mango one. Mango always rocks.

Came home and the first thing I did was to on my lappie. But it wouldnt on! I was so scared. But after a while, like 5-6 tries of on-ing and off-ing the power, it finally came to life. Even my lappie wants to prank on me on April's Fool. Not funny lappie.

Tomorrow is going to be the big surprise day. So I predict it will be a happy day!