deep down.
So shag from sitting there and watching people work the whole day. Oh man, I cant wait to start being able to do things. But I dont like the feeling of helplessness when you're unfamiliar with things and am just not sure whatever you say is right. Hahahhaas. Anyway my job is customer service la. Seems like I just cant get away from it. Lols.
Although the hope has diminished to such a low level, I'm still always secretly wishing.