As days go by, I start feeling lousy. At first I didnt feel anything. I think to myself, does it matter where we study at? At the end of the day, isnt it a piece of paper afterall? But when the folks start to keep asking so all the local u rejected me, I start to think am I that lousy to not even be eligible for a place in the local u? Why does my folks keep hoping that I get into a local u? Then I thought, is it because of the money? Because they kept asking me about the school fees and how. You know what? I seriously dont know. If I have to earn it, then fine, I will work while studying to get the amount needed. I dont want to borrow. I dont want to have any debts. I just wish to not be asked this question again. Just stop putting pressure on me.

Like I said, work had gotten the best of me recently and I havent been home for dinner for what seems like a long time. You all know that I value family time. That I will specially leave my Sundays free just to stay at home to spend some time with my folks. It's not that I dont want to come home for dinner on weekdays nowadays. It's that I cant, because I need to work. Because I need all these money to fulfil all my wants. All the wants that I cant get anyone else to help me with. It may not sound like you're blaming me, but to me, it does.

The time I spend at work is so much more than the time I get for myself. I dont even have the time to talk to my friends now. Whatever, I feel so damn lousy right now. Every thought that comes to my mind are negative thoughts. I guess this is just one of the low moments of my life. Kbye.

Hello peeps! I finally got the time to on my comp and visit the blogger website! Hahahas! I've been working so much I have had no life! I haven been home for a meal and seen my folks in like 2 weeks? The other day when I called my mum, she told me that dad said I seem to have married off to another family already. Hahahaas! Funny as ever.

Work! If you ask me, I'd prefer the Kallang side because there's no management there! Like relaxing and somemore the colleagues there are of a younger generation so I can relate to them better. Over at RV, too much generation gap. And I kind of cant stand their nagging already. Hahahahas. Tiring and no life it might be at Kallang, but the money is good. :D

I have been craving for some HIMYM for some time! But time seems to pass so fast when I have them. You see, now it's like 11.22 alr!

And I miss all of you friends! I cant wait to meet up with each and every of you again! Oh and I have got lots of photos to upload!

My lappie played dead once again. It's showing signs. Signs that I should back up my stuff already and that I should start saving up for a new it. Hi lappie, please dont die before I have enough money to find a new you. That is after I got all my current wants. Tyvm.

Come to think of it, I think my whole of next week is going to be packed once again. But dont think will be home any later than 11pm. So hopefully I dont have another hell of a week.

There are so many things that we can only envy. So many things that seems so out of reach. ):

Anyway, should I get longchamp? Its light weight is the only point I love.

Arghs, I really want to go travelling. Why do I not have money that I can just spend on travelling??? ):

Now I have 8 stones. Hahahas.

Let me update on my week that was hell crazy. Let me see.

Monday - Met up with Se and Xq in town. Was supposed to meet Se at 4.30 aft my work but ended up only able to leave work at 6pm. That woman actually MIA-ed on me and I had to like gather a total of 3 people to help me look for her. It took 27 missed calls for her to return one call. Hahahas. Forever the same har!

Tuesday - Met Jo Joy and Nick for Bedok 85. Before that Joy and I went to SIM to enquire about SIM stuff and spent roughly 120 bucks on the application once again which we regretted right after. But oh wells, it's a back up plan. Didnt expect the whole thing to take 1hr. Must be that 100 words essay on why did we want to choose the course! At 740, we were still at Clementi when we were supposed to meet Jo and Nick at 730 at Bedok! So we cabbed. 22 bucks. Nice.

Wednesday - Woke up early in the morning to travel to TP just to get the photocopy of my poly transcript stamped 'Certified True Copy'. Then off to SIM yet again after work to submit it.

Thursday - Met Jo for some shopping which turned out to be not really shopping. The girl got bored after erm, 10 mins? And decided to go for Mani. Lols. But she still got a top in the end. It was a short 1 hr and off she went to meet her friends and me home to get ready to go out with Serene! Vivocity and tried out Mussel Guy. I'd say okay for the food. Not fantastic. Wouldve preferred that place at Liang Court! And we didnt take photos this time round! Hahahas.

Friday - Ikea with Sh to satisfy her cravings for the meatballs. Then off to town supposedly to get Hh's bday gift. But we decided to go for Pedi first which was a total wrong choice. By the time we were done, most shops are closing already. In the end, we rushed to Gap and grabbed a shirt. Within budget and nice! And they werent closed yet. I think we looked damn flustered and didnt know what size to buy. Tried asking one of the shopkeepers and he doesnt really know well. Lols. So in the end another guy, which we think is the boss, helped. He even offered us a free gift box. Nice! So next time, if you dont know what to get for a guy as gift, just go to Gap and grab a shirt. Hahahas. Simple and nice. Then we rushed to the Hangout to meet the rest. We WALKED from far east all the way down to Prinsep Street. Met Wy on the way. By the time we reach the place, we were sweating like pigs already. Hahas. Left the place at about 1230am. Wy's mum and sis came to fetch her and Sh's friend came to fetch her too to another gathering of hers. The remaining 4 of us then decided to go for some tau huay which was again a wrong choice. Hahahas. It rained heavily once we reached the tau huay place and we were stranded. Had to resort to cabbing home.

Hokay! That was a sum up for my week. The next 3 days of work will be at Kallang. Gonna take the circle line for the first time! Hopefully it flies. Hahahhaas.

Time to catch up on all my shows again. :D

I shall not pack my week like sardines ever again. Lols. I woke up this morning with the world totally spinning. Wanted to skip work but I thought of how short-handed they will be and decided not to. For the whole of this week, I have been reaching home at earliest 1130pm. Yesterday was the worst. Only reached home at 2am when I have work at 9am.

Anyway, I shall stay home this weekend! Will be working at Kallang for a few days next week. I'm okay with it, just that the travelling there... Hmms. And I hope it wont be darn boring there luh.

Been wanting to shop recently but kind of always not getting the chance to. Hahahas. Anyway, GSS is coming! :D

I'd wanted to make a wish at 1111pm but i missed it by 4mins. ):

Newest goal - to put aside 600 bucks every month. Please kindly remind me of my goal on my payday (23rd of each month) and when you think I'm going to overspend. Going to transfer this amount to the other bank on payday so I wont spend it. Please remind me kae! Thank you friends! Oh btw, if you think I'm joking, I'm not. 100% serious. Tyvm.

I think maybe I'm putting aside my goal of travelling for the moment. Re-thinking all my goals and trying to prioritize them now. My wants seem to be shifting.

Oh and I think I should update a little about my life har! Finally managed to watch a movie the other day, on Wed! You all wont believe that I just went to look at the messages I sent to the girls to find out which day I went for a movie. Kae, I know, old already. Hahahas. We watched Iron Man 2! I think it's quite a nice movie lehs. Probably it's because Ms Ng's comment that it's a so-so movie right before I went to watch it lowered my expectations. No popcorns on that day as we had Sushi Tei before that!

Mon, tues and thurs were stay-home days.

Fri was an impromptu meet up day with kh because she was dead bored at home. Vivo again, without an aim. We just sat there reminiscing about the good old secondary school days. Thinking back about what we did for each girl in the clique every year and trying so hard to recall how did the clique formed back then. But we failed to recall. Hahahas. And it was then that I actually recalled I skipped out on the girls' birthdays 2 years back because of some selfish reason. This year, I must remember to apologise to them on their birthdays for what I did 2 years back. Hahahas.

Sat which was yesterday, I couldnt wait to get home to sleep right from the moment I woke up. And that was what I did right after work. Sleep the whole saturday off.

Tday is mother's day. Went for a short shopping trip with mom at Lot 1, ended up still buying her something despite the constant complain that I'm really poor. Then over to gramps' for a very very good spread for dinner. (:

Finally going to get a decent breakfast tmr! Tues will be off to SIM then dinner with the girls. Wed hopefully BKT. Thurs finally another meet up with Serene. You've got to tell me all about your Osaka trip and all your upcoming trips! Fri bdae celebration for a pri school mate. Wow, my whole week is booked. Awesome! :D

And sinee, I really hate the fact that your stupid blog doesnt have a place where I can comment!!! I want BKT lehs. Hopefully your wed is off hor! I'm already leaving my wed for you. And you charm the starbucks staff har? How come so nice got free upgrade???

I guess more and more people are getting their offers already. But why am i still not worried at all? Sighs. But anyway, I checked and gotten my first rejection. That is from SMU. NUS and NTU still pending. I think NTU's acceptance period is till 1 June only. Oh man, now the feeling is kind of setting in. I sort of have the strong wanting for local u. Arghs. Hopefully hopefully.

Oh and I've been thinking why is it that I haven't been spending much but my money are all gone. Like I now have both income and allowance but I'm still not able to save up at all. Then I realise a lot of my money goes to transport. Hmph. Oh and I'm left with less than 1/4 of my pay last month. Now I can't wait for payday again!

This is from Carousel hi-tea the other day. The crab pincers were awesome! :D

Right now my laptop is hogged so I have nothing to do but surf on my phone. And looking through my photos, I decided to blog! Hahas.

Today I was thinking about priorities. When it comes to priorities, how would you rank them? Would you seek long term pleasures or short term ones? When you keep going after the short term ones thinking that you won't know what might happen tomorrow anyway, have the thought of how not seeking all the small things might allow you to attain a really good long term goal? I guess many a times, we always end up giving up long term goals because the results are not instantaneous.

And then are there times when you do something and regret it at the very moment?

Did i mention that Hotel Equatorial actually sent me a feedback link via email for my feedback? Didnt really bother at first but then one day I got bored and just went to do. Gave my honest feedback and guess what, they really take actions to rectify all the shortcomings. Although I cant verify the fact that it's really improved, at least the reply to keep me updated about what they did makes me feel good. Hahahas. Let me show you all the email. Lols. Not bad not bad.

Movie night was a failure yet again! The box office was mad today! All the movie time slots before 12am were either sold out or selling fast (meaning left 1 or 2 seats in the front row). Arghs, I'd wanted to catch a movie so bad! ): Tuesday it shall be! And nothing shall spoil my plan this time! I will make sure we book the tickets online first! I miss the times when I could go to a movie at 11am when the whole cinema is so so empty!

Ate alot today. That's really the bad thing about not having anything till dinner. Well, I had a pathetically small piece of bread. Had Waraku for dinner, plus crepe, then tau huay and you tiao. Nice...

Going back to TP tmr after so long. Journey to the east yet again.