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dimanche 31 octobre 2010

And so here comes 20.

You know how we used to think that we are so old? Now whenever I see people who are 16,17, I will go like oh so young? Hahahas. So I guess 2 years later, I'll say people who are 20 are young. Anyway! I've started the self delusion of celebrating a 18th bday every year from 3 years ago. So yes, Im still 18. Hahahas.

Age aside. Ytd, 761 celebrated my bdae. We went to Mad for Garlic at Suntec for dinner. The pizza was good! And I like the lobster pasta too! Whee! I shall post the photos when I decide to. Hahahas. And then the initial plan was to go to Marina Barrage. But in the end they changed to the airport instead. I was dead tired from waking up at 6am. And going swimming in the afternoon. Hahas. So I was struggling to keep myself awake. Got the free bday ice cream from Swensen's for the second year. I had it last year too when I was back at SCC. Hahas. Tday, I knew of the original plan. Wonder what happened. But oh wells, it isnt the plan that matters. Im glad that we are all still able to meet up, even if it's during each other's bdays only. (: Thanks for making the effort everyone! Liza for coming down despite her exam the next day. Kahhwee and Ziyi too despite the fact that they have lots of projects and exams. Chel despite being a workaholic. Hahas. Sinee despite celebrating with me a hell lot of times. Actually no. Hahas. And not forgetting Meiyi who called me all the way from Aussie! Shall try my best to save for a trip to down under.

Tday, I was so tired I went back to sleep after I woke up. Hahas. Wanted to bake for the CYA peeps and for tomorrow. But was just too lazy to walk to the market to get the ingredients I lack of. So went back to sleep. And when my mum came home, she asked me why I dont have work tday. The first thought that came to my mind was why didnt I go to work tday. And then it was where am I. Hahahas. Went down to town to meet Jojo to bring her for threading and buying her friend's gift. And we learnt that everything that is in Lucky Plaza is without GST, so if ever you want to buy something from there, please be prepared if they say a diff price when you're paying as from when they first tell you the price. Hahas. Yepps, and the dear girl made me a sweet gift. Love it! (:

Went to meet the CYA peeps for dinner at Lau Par Sat again. Was for Jingting's farewell to Maldives. Had tonnes of food and we were so full after that we had to walk to the marina bay area to digest. Went to check out the ilight marina bay event and boy it was boring. Hahas. Mad got me her favourite Sunflower and it is so pretty! (: And then they bought me a cupcake too! And not forgetting the candle without the stand so I had to hold the candle and the cupcake separately. Hahahas. Thank you! :D

Tomorrow, it's gonna be ECP day with the pri sch mates! Im sure it's going to be a laughter filled day again! (:

Oh and it's Halloween! Went past Butter factory just now and saw everyone dressed up for Halloween, all ready to party! Interesting sight. Hahahas.

mercredi 27 octobre 2010

Arghs, was supposed to start studying the moment i got home. But I was too hungry. Really not an excuse. Hahahas. Tomorrow shall be the day yea? I'll lock myself up in the library. Deal, yingqiu? Deal. Hahahas.

Okay bye.

dimanche 24 octobre 2010

the night of horror.

This has been a song that's got me hooked for so long. Awesome one!

The main purpose of this blog post is to record down what my first 20th celebration was like. I would say it was certainly a destressing one. Hahahas.

So we went to this fish head steamboat place at north bridge road that Sinee recommended. It was either that she has made us have too high expectations of it or that we simply have tasted better ones. But it was nice but not overly nice. Hahahas. After early dinner, I guessed we had too much time before meeting the other 2. So they suggested walking to Bugis to get koi. Which we didnt get after that. Went for Yami Yoghurt instead. Hahas. And then it was off to Tiong Bahru (which I guessed correctly) to meet Kaiqi and Kahhwee. And from then onwards I was blindfolded. And let me tell you all how horrifying it is to be in a lift and being blindfolded and not knowing that you're in a lift. It was like an empty space and I just felt so insecured. And I cried. Hahahahahahahas! Lousy I know! Hahahas. And then after that I slowly guessed that they were bringing me to some halloween thing. That's one bad thing about your bdae falling near the halloween season. Oh and I was so traumatised that I forgot to make a wish before I blew my candles! ):

And so it was the spooktecular thing at sentosa. Total of 4 stations and we spent majority of the time queuing. Joke of the night was Kaiqi with her mask. It was just too funny. Hahahahas! After the whole night of screaming and queuing, we were hungry and went for PRATA! Hahahas. Been long since I last had it. Slightly overpriced though. And how can I forget the lovely gift the girls got for me! Photo album was what I requested for and thankfully they did not flood it with their faces. Hahahas. And the polaroids! Have always wanted them! Thanks to whoever suggested it! Hehh. (:

Thanks for the night girls! I love all of you. :D

I have several upcoming ones still. One more on Friday. Then CYA dinner on Sat, which is a farewell dinner for Jingting who is going off to Maldives. And then Sunday with the primary school mates. Wheeee. (:

I should start scaring myself on how scary exams are going to be. Hahahas.

On a side note, WAT is confirmed! So I'll be spending next summer in the states! Ooh lala! Although the job is not the most desirable of all, I shall just think of the travelling perks that comes along with this trip! And the amount of fats I will shed. Hahahahas. Hopefully.

And before that I have my TPE and HKG trip to look forward to! Less than 2 months to go! :D

Oh and btw, we have been playing the Mac monopoly game! Hahahas. Aiming for that 80k cash! Lols! Puiyin refuses to join us but volunteered herself to be our personal trainer. HAHAHAAHAS!

dimanche 17 octobre 2010

happy pills.

Wasnt in a good mood today, so I decided to do the therapeutic activity, which is baking! And it really wasnt a good idea. I was supposed to mix the butter and sugar, but ended up mixing the butter and eggs, thinking when the hell it will ever become light and fluffy. Was supposed to put 1 cup of butter but only put 1/2 a cup but I realised that after a while. And thirdly, the recipe must have sucked. Hahahas. The cookies turned out to look like happy pills but didnt taste good. So a waste of time, ingredients and effort.

jeudi 14 octobre 2010

CHANEL.

Hi, I want CHANEL. Hahahahas.

New goal, this blog shall continues till 10 yrs later.

Im becoming even more random.

mercredi 13 octobre 2010

happiness.

Looked through my friend's WAT photos and it is already making me not being able to contain my excitement! So many places that I want to visit! I hope that budget and time will allow us to!

Anyway, I need to be happier these days. Thus, the need for shopping. Hahahas. Goodbye!

i dont want goodbyes. please.

Do you find that some people, they just enter your heart and mind so easily? Like when we first know someone, there would be some sort of comfort zone that we build around ourselves. To prevent people from getting too close, and most importantly to prevent ourselves from getting hurt. But some people can get through this comfort wall of ours so easily.

samedi 9 octobre 2010

i think i really feel alright.

Have you ever wondered how life would be for you if you were born differently? If you had successful parents who are rich, if you are an orphan, if you were born so poor you cant afford most of the things you have now? How contented would you then?

I think that everyone should be educated to be grateful of the things they have from young. In that way, they wouldnt take things for granted. Was watching this tv programme where they showed the lives of the orphans who lived in a developing country. They found joy in simple things in everyday life. The thing they want most is not money. It is love. And they were taught to be grateful for all they have. I think that sometimes if we count our blessings, we would be happier, we would find out that there are things that have always been there that made us happy and we never notice. We are constantly wanting things, constantly seeking more satisfaction from new things. They are never enough. The next time you feel like your life is not satisfying, be it due to any reasons, try counting your blessings.

I always value family time. I find it a pity that my siblings do not value family time. I would make sure that no matter how packed my week is, I will at least have one dinner together with my parents per week. Through dinner, I will ask them questions about life. About everything. Tell them about my life. But they are never my confidant. I dont like the idea of making them worry. Today, over dinner, I asked my dad, have I ever asked you when I was young why can you smoke? He said never. Weird, I thought I would. And my mum went on to say something I did instead. She told me that I once gave my dad a smoking is bad for health brochure. HAHAHAS! You might think why the sudden question. Like random right. But I've been thinking what do parents who smoke tell their kids when they ask what are you doing? Why can you do that? Can I try it too? Put yourself in that situation and you'll find that it's hard to answer those questions isnt it? You dont want your kid to learn from you, but you cant quit either. So how do you lead by example? Hahahas. Interesting.

Do many of you sometimes feel that when you want to confide in others, you will start to think that others wont understand the situation you're in, how you really are feeling? And then you just give up in talking to them and keep everything to yourself?

I've been feeling rather stressed about school work. In fact, it's the first time in my entire life that I've felt this kind of stress. When I dont understand something, I'd find the thought of 'why dont I understand this? why do people understand and I dont?' creeping into my mind. And the process of scolding myself comes in. I dont like the feeling of being so lost. Of not having any directions at all? There are many points when it came to tears creeping up. I cant help but be pissed with myself. I know I shouldnt be putting so much stress on myself. But it's something that's beyond control.

And then there are the many things that have become memories. The things that have changed. The things that you can only start to miss but can never get back again.

Okay, Im ending this post. It's getting depressing. Hahahas. Bye!

samedi 2 octobre 2010

everyone yearns for love.

I am not someone who is good at words. I may not give the best advices. But I promise that I'll be there when my friends need me and I'll listen. I will give the emotional support. Because that's what friends are for.

Been sick, so plain water and vapodrops are my best friends now. Have tried the 'yi du gong du' way and many times it's proven me wrong. So no more 'du'. Hahahas. Shall be good and make myself recover soon.

Yesterday, while boarding the bus to try to get home, I witnessed the most ridiculous actions of people. The at first orderly queue when the bus is coming soon became a scene that I was rather disgusted at once the bus doors open. I guess it's the same when it comes to trains. But somehow I felt that yesterday's was so bad. People are pushing others and giving others no chance to move, trying just to be the first few to board. No manners were shown at all. And at that moment, I felt that these people were so pathetic. The worse thing was that these were not the elderly. It was more of the middle-aged. And then I wondered, what happened that leads to these people's actions? Just how can we educate the society to just have a little more courtesy and manners? Is it something we can educate or is it just something inculcated in the people so deep that it cant be changed?