take for granted.
Gorgeous pair of heels, dont you think so? Perfect colour. The elegance it presents.
Not in the right mind to blog right now. Not after the few continuous weeks of studying and working. And definitely not after the 5.5hours long revision lecture today. I love the British accent but after too long, it got into rattling. Hahahas.
Okay, goodnight.
Here comes all the natural disasters. The quake in Japan is really bad. Watching the news and seeing all the damage. How everything just becomes ruins... My whole twitter timeline is flooded w tsunami warnings in so many parts of the world. As much as I'm thankful I'm in Singapore, I pray for all those who are overseas, all the people in Japan and all those in all affected areas to be safe. And for tsunami to not struck. This is scary...
I'm always spoiling everything.
I shouldnt have said that. Why am I so insensitive? I should've known. I should think before I say. Now youre disappointed. I know even though you don't say a word. But I ain't entirely in the wrong. Just bad timing. Still, I'm sorry. I know you cared.
for better or for worse.
Havent really have much entertainment or really spend a day without books in the past one week. I dont know if you call that hardworking or what, but it did got to a point of literally craving for entertainment. You know in the Sims game where you stop your character from any form of entertainment and they go crazy? Yea picture that. But you may say that a movie and 4 episodes of grey's anatomy have been more than enough. So from tomorrow onwards, it's going to be back to the books again.
Being hardworking for the past one week, I have no idea where the motivation came from but I was sort of amazed by myself for having the self control to sit at my desk for hours and hours. But I still feel unprepared after the papers. Hahahas. Talk about productivity. Anyhoo, there's still 2 more theory papers and I really suck at theory things. There's 6 days for me to squeeze whatever information I can into this brain of mine and I certainly hope it works. So yea, wish me luck!
Oh and you know the thing about feeling relieved and counting down to the last day of your papers? I dont really feel that way because it just keep reminding me that the real exams that's gonna determine everything is getting nearer and nearer to me. And to be entirely honest, it creeps me out. The fact that I feel like I didnt do any of the papers that Ive done over the past week well doesnt help in any way. But still I'm gonna tell myself that it will be over soon. One day.
You know what, I sort of feel like I'm retreating, starting to not like sharing things with others anymore. Probably not not like but just feel like no one is interested so why bother? That's the kind of feeling you get when you feel like everyone starts to have someone more important and you dont matter anymore. It doesnt matter if you're always there for them or not, because at the end of the day you just feel like you're not important. To anyone. Okay, whatever.
All the best to all having papers!
