Have anyone ever thought about what happens if one day they learnt that they got some illness and doesn't have much time left?

So often we would naturally answer this qns with:'I'll treasure those remaining days I have' or 'I'll do what I have been wanting to do'. But really if we face this situation, is that what we'll say or do?

I'll probably want to let everyone I care about know I cared about them and that I've loved them and thank them for being part of my life. There're some people in my life that have no idea about this. Some words I just can't bring myself to tell them. Some I think I'll probably not see anymore in my life. I'd want to read the diary I've kept abt those moments I've treasured again and again, to relive those moments. I'd want the people I wrote about to know.

Maybe I'll tell someone about this blog and hopefully this person will help me convey the message.

Having been in the best of health in recent months, can't find the courage to do a health check as well. What happens if it turns out bad? I can't find the courage to face it.

You once made me feel like I was special.