2014.
What did I got myself into? That's a question that's been on my mind ever since the first day of 2014. Was it really my fault? Did I really do something so wrong to deserve this? I was really unwilling to leave. We had a wonderful night, more than what I could ask for, it wasn't supposed to end this way. I'm at the brink. Almost not able to stand this anymore. But I don't want to appear needy or clingy, I don't want to push you away. What happened to not going to let me go? What happened to that wish you wished for? Is this all a joke, if it is, it's enough, this guilt trip has been long enough. Please end this joke... I feel every minute ticking away.